🌹 “Har mohabbat ka anjaam milna nahi hota…
– Zulfikar Inamdar
Kuch mohabbatein sirf mehsoos karne ke liye hoti hain,
Aur wahi sabse gehri hoti hain…” 🌹
🌙 Mere Khayalon Ki Malika – Ek Adhoori Mohabbat Ka Safar 🌙
Arz kiya hai…
Ai meri khayalon ki malika…
Tujhe shayad kabhi ehsaas na ho,
Magar main roz apni saanson ko tere naam likh deta hoon…
Roz apne dard ko chup kar ke
Teri yaadon ke hawale kar deta hoon…
Meri raaton ka sukoon bhi tu,
Meri bechaini ka sabab bhi tu…
Main jab bhi khud se bhaagna chahta hoon,
Tera khayal mujhe phir se apne paas bula leta hai…
Tera muntazeer hu main ab bhi…
Jaise sadiyon se koi darwaza khula ho
Aur bas ek dastak ka intezaar karta ho…
Main bhi waise hi hoon,
Adhoora sa, thama hua sa…
Bas tere ek aane ki umeed par zinda hoon.
Log kehte hain waqt sab theek kar deta hai…
Magar unhe kya pata
Kuch intezaar waqt se bhi gehre hote hain…
Aur kuch mohabbatein kabhi puri nahi hoti,
Sirf aadat ban jaati hain…
Tera ek paigham hi aajaaye…
Toh main apni saari duniya bhool jaaun,
Ek “kaisi ho?” me apni saari zindagi dhoondh loon…
Ek “yaad kiya?” me apne saare gham mita doon…
Tu soch bhi nahi sakti
Ke tere ek lafz ki keemat
Mere liye meri saanson se zyada hai…
Main toh bas ek awaaz hoon
Jo teri khamoshi me apni jagah dhoondh raha hai…
Apna dil nikaal kar rakh du…
Ye alfaaz nahi, meri haqiqat hai…
Main chahta toh bohot kuch hoon
Magar maanga sirf tujhe hi hai…
Kabhi kabhi khuda se bhi pooch leta hoon:
“Ya Rab… agar wo meri nahi thi,
Toh itni apni kyun lagti hai?”
Phir khamoshi me ek awaaz aati hai—
“Mohabbat milti nahi har kisi ko,
Kuch logon ko bas mehsoos karne ke liye di jaati hai…”
Aur main chup ho jaata hoon…
Apni hi duaon me haar kar…
Kabhi meri tanha saanson me utar kar dekh…
Tujhe mere andar ek poora sheher milega
Jo sirf tere naam se basa hai…
Har gali me tera zikr hai,
Har mod par teri yaad…
Aur main us sheher ka wo tanha rehne wala hoon
Jo har roz khud se hi baatein karta hai…
Kabhi meri aankhon me jhaank kar dekh,
Tujhe wahan sirf paani nahi
Ek dooba hua samandar milega…
Jo har lehar ke saath
Tera naam pukarta hai…
Judai ka dard bhi ajeeb hota hai…
Na poori tarah todta hai,
Na jeene deta hai…
Main aksar muskurata hoon logon ke saamne,
Magar andheron me
Apne hi khayalon se haar jaata hoon…
Tu paas nahi, phir bhi har jagah hai…
Aur jab tu yaad aati hai,
Toh lagta hai jaise meri rooh ka ek hissa
Mujhse alag ho kar tujhe dhoondhne nikal pada ho…
Main toot kar bhi sambhla hoon…
Sirf is umeed me
Ke shayad kisi roz
Tu bhi meri kami mehsoos karegi…
Ke shayad kisi khamosh raat me
Tera dil bhi bechain ho jaaye
Aur tu bina wajah mera naam le baithe…
Aur agar aisa kabhi hua…
Toh samajh lena
Meri mohabbat ne tujhe choo liya hai…
Aur akhir me… ek dua…
Ya Allah…
Agar wo meri taqdeer me nahi,
Toh meri mohabbat ko itna mazboot bana
Ke main uske bina bhi jee sakoon…
Aur agar wo kahin meri hi hai,
Toh uske dil me mere liye ek chhota sa kona bana de…
Jahan main hamesha zinda reh sakoon…
Sher O Shayeri 