Khamoshi Mein Likhi Dua;

“Kabhi kabhi mohabbat milne ke liye nahi hoti…
balki Allah tak pahunchne ka raasta hoti hai.” 🌙💔

– Zulfikar Inamdar

Khamoshi Mein Likhi Dua:

Arz kiya hai

Kabhi tumse keh nahi paya…
Shayad lafz mere paas the,
Par himmat mere dil ke paas kabhi nahi thi.
Har baar dil tum tak aata,
Magar honton tak aate-aate
Khamoshi ban jaata tha.

Aaj phir dil ne majboor kar diya…
Ke jo kabhi keh na saka,
Woh aaj keh doon.

Chahe tum chaho ya na chaho,
Samjho ya na samjho…
Meri mohabbat aaj bhi wahi hai—
Beinteha, be-awaaz, aur be-hisaab.

Din guzar jaate hain…
Magar raat tumhari yaadon se bhari hoti hai.
Har subah ek umeed ke saath uthta hoon,
Aur har raat us umeed ko chup chaap dafan kar deta hoon.

Tumhe shayad ehsaas bhi na ho,
Ke meri har muskurahat ke peeche
Ek adhoora sa dard chhupa hai…
Jo sirf tumhara naam leta hai.

Maine kabhi tumse kuch maanga nahi…
Na wapas pyaar, na koi haq…
Bas itna chaha ke kabhi tum mujhe mehsoos karo.
Magar shayad meri mohabbat
Tumhari duniya ke shor mein kho gayi.

Haan… ek tarfa hi sahi,
Par is ek tarfa ishq ne mujhe jeena bhi sikhaya,
Aur har din thoda thoda tootna bhi.

Kabhi kabhi sochta hoon…
Agar main ek din chup chaap chala jaaun,
Toh kya tumhe ek pal ke liye bhi meri kami mehsoos hogi?
Ya main sirf ek guzra hua khayal ban jaaunga…
Jise waqt bhi bhula de.

Raat ke andheron mein
Jab dard had se badh jaata hai,
Toh main sajde mein gir jaata hoon…
Aur kehta hoon—
“Ya Allah… agar yeh mohabbat meri aazmaish hai,
Toh mujhe ismein sabr bhi de,
Aur is dard mein sukoon bhi.”

Aur phir… Allah sambhal leta hai.
Kabhi aansuon ke zariye,
Kabhi ek ajeeb se sukoon ke saath.
Jaise woh keh raha ho—
“Main dekh raha hoon… aur kaafi hai.”

Shayad tum meri qismat nahi the,
Shayad tum meri dua ka imtihaan the…
Aur main us imtihaan mein har roz khud ko maanta raha.

Aur phir aata hai woh pal…
Jahan dil thak kar kehta hai—
“Ab intezaar uske liye nahi…
Ab sirf us Rab ke faisle ke liye hai.”

Us din sab kuch badal jaata hai…
Mohabbat khatam nahi hoti,
Bas Allah ki taraf mod le leti hai.
Tum se dil juda nahi hota,
Bas sajde se jud jaata hai.

Aur jis din meri aakhri saans rukegi…
Main apne Rab se sirf itna kahunga—
“Ya Allah… usse paana meri kismat mein na tha,
Par usse chahna meri bandagi zaroor thi.”

Aur phir sab khamosh ho jaayega…
Na intezaar rahega, na dard…
Bas ek ajeeb sa sukoon—
Jaise har aansu apni manzil tak pahunch gaya ho.