“Yaadon Ka Aakhri Sahara” / “The Last Shelter of Memories”:

Kuch mohabbatein insaan se uski neend, sukoon aur muskurahat sab cheen leti hain…
Ph ir ek waqt aata hai jab sirf yaadein reh jaati hain,
aur un yaadon se bhi guzaara nahi hota…

Some loves don’t just break the heart…
They quietly steal your peace, your sleep, and your reason to smile.
And then comes a time,
when even memories are no longer enough to survive…

– Zulfikar Inamdar

“Yaadon Ka Aakhri Sahara”:

Arz kiya hai:

Unse kehna mera saath nibhaye aakar,
Meri yaadon se ab guzaara nahi hota…
Har raat toot kar bikhar jaata hoon tanhaai me,
Ab is dil ko khud se bhi sahara nahi hota…

Wo jo kehte the ke kabhi door nahi jayenge,
Aaj unke bina ek lamha bhi gawara nahi hota…
Main har roz unki tasveer se baatein karta hoon,
Kyunki ab haqeeqat me mulaqat ka kinara nahi hota…

Maine chaaha tha unhe ibadat ki tarah,
Har dua me unka naam sajaya tha…
Per unhone mujhe us mod par chhod diya,
Jahan apna saaya bhi saath nibhaya nahi karta…

Meri aankhon me ab bhi unka intezaar zinda hai,
Har aansu me unka hi zikr milta hai…
Log kehte hain waqt har zakhm bhar deta hai,
Magar kuch dard umr bhar rooh me jalta hai…

Main jab bhi hansne ki koshish karta hoon,
Unki kami honton se muskurahat cheen leti hai…
Ye ishq bhi kitna zalim hota hai,
Ek shakhs poori zindagi ki roshni cheen leta hai…

Unse kehna ke laut aaye meri veeran duniya me,
Yahan har cheez adhuri si lagti hai…
Unke bina ye saanse bhi bojh lagti hain,
Aur dhadkanein bhi majboori si lagti hain…

Kabhi wo mere har dard ki dawa hua karte the,
Aaj wahi mere dard ki wajah ban gaye…
Jinse umeed thi umr bhar saath chalne ki,
Wahi raste me tanha chhod kar bewafa ban gaye…

Maine chaand se poocha unka pata,
Sitaron se unki khabar maangi…
Magar har jagah sirf khamoshi mili,
Jaise mohabbat ne khud meri barbaadi maangi…

Ab to har shaam unki yaadon ka janaza lagti hai,
Har subah adhuri si kahani lagti hai…
Main zinda to hoon magar sirf saanso ki had tak,
Warna rooh to kab ki unki deewani lagti hai…

Unse kehna mera haath thaam le dobara,
Mujhe tanha safar manzoor nahi hota…
Meri yaadon se ab guzaara nahi hota,
Aur unke bina jeena bhi qabool nahi hota…

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English Version:

“The Last Shelter of Memories”:

A request is:

Tell her to come back and walk beside me once again,
For I can no longer survive on memories alone…
Every night I shatter silently into pieces,
And even my own soul can no longer comfort me…

She once promised she would never leave,
But now even a single moment without her feels unbearable…
I speak to her photograph like it still breathes,
Because reality no longer grants me her presence…

I loved her like a prayer whispered in every breath,
I carried her name in every silent dua…
But she left me at a crossroads of loneliness,
Where even shadows refuse to stay beside you…

My eyes still wait for her return,
Every tear carries the echo of her name…
People say time heals every wound,
But some pains burn quietly for a lifetime…

Whenever I try to smile again,
Her absence steals the light from my lips…
Love can be unbearably cruel sometimes,
One person can take away the brightness of an entire life…

Tell her this world feels empty without her,
Every corner of my existence feels incomplete…
Even breathing has begun to feel heavy,
And every heartbeat feels like helplessness…

She once healed every sorrow inside me,
And today she herself became the reason for my pain…
The one I trusted to walk beside me forever,
Left me alone midway through the journey…

I asked the moon where she was,
I begged the stars for news of her…
But silence answered me everywhere,
As if love itself desired my ruin…

Now every evening feels like the funeral of memories,
And every sunrise feels unfinished and hollow…
I may still be alive through breath alone,
But my soul has long belonged only to her…

Tell her to hold my hand once again,
For I cannot endure this lonely road anymore…
I can no longer survive on memories,
And life without her no longer feels worth living… 🌹

Published by Zulfikar Inamdar

“Main wo hoon jo khud se kam, dusron ke liye zyada jeeta hoon… Dil me pyaar, zubaan par sach, aur raaton me duaayein rakhta hoon. Toot kar bhi muskurane ki adat hai… Aur wafa nibhana meri fitrat hai.”

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