“Har baar jisey hum dil se maangte hain,
-Zulfikar Inamdar
zaroori nahi woh hamara naseeb ho…
kabhi-kabhi Rab humein us shakhs se door rakhta hai,
kyunki kisi aur ki dua mein
hum usse bhi zyada shiddat se maange ja chuke hote hain.” ❤️
“Jo humein nahi mila, shayad woh hamari kami nahi…
kisi aur ki dua ki qubooliyat thi.” ❤️
Shayad Kisi Ne Humein Maanga Tha…
Arz Kiya hai ke…
Kabhi-kabhi zindagi mein hum jis shakhs ko
apni poori duniya samajh baithte hain,
wahi shakhs hamari duniya se
khamoshi se nikal jaata hai…
Hum uske intezaar mein raaten guzaarte hain,
uski ek jhalak ke liye taraste hain,
uske ek lafz ko mohabbat samajh lete hain,
aur woh…
shayad kabhi samajh hi nahi paata
ki humne uske liye
apna kitna kuch kho diya.
Hum aksar khud se poochte hain—
“Aakhir hum mein kami kya thi?”
Kyun hamari mohabbat uske dil tak nahi pahunchi?
Kyun hamari wafaa uske liye kaafi nahi thi?
Kyun jisey humne sajdon mein maanga,
woh hamari zindagi mein
hamara na ho saka?
Magar har sawaal ka jawab
usi waqt mil jaaye,
yeh zaroori toh nahi…
Kuch jawaab waqt deta hai,
kuch faasle dete hain,
aur kuch jawaab
Rab khud deta hai…
jab hum apni zid chhod dete hain.
Shayad jise hum paana chahte the,
woh hamari mohabbat tha…
magar hamari kismat nahi.
Aur shayad…
kahin koi aisa bhi tha
jo hamari ek muskurahat ke liye
apni saari khushiyan luta dena chahta tha,
jo hamari khamoshi bhi samajhna chahta tha,
jo hamare aansuon ko
humse pehle mehsoos karna chahta tha.
Lekin hum uske paas gaye hi nahi…
kyunki hamari nazar
sirf us darwaze par lagi thi
jo hamare liye kabhi khula hi nahi.
Kitni ajeeb baat hai na…
Hum aksar us shakhs ke peeche bhaagte hain
jise hamari zaroorat nahi hoti,
aur us shakhs ko nazarandaaz kar dete hain
jiske liye hum
poori duniya se zyada zaroori hote hain.
Phir ek din…
thak kar hum ruk jaate hain.
Na shikayat rehti hai,
na koi sawaal…
bas dil ke kisi kone mein
ek khamosh si baat reh jaati hai—
“Jo hamara tha hi nahi,
uske jaane ka itna dard kyun?”
Shayad isliye…
kyunki humne use sirf khoya nahi tha,
humne uske saath
apne dekhe hue khwab bhi khoye the.
Woh sirf ek insaan nahi tha…
woh hamari umeed tha,
hamari dua tha,
hamari aadat tha,
hamari woh kahani tha
jiska anjaam humne
kabhi socha hi nahi tha.
Aur jab kahani adhuri reh jaaye,
toh dil ko sabse zyada
anjaam nahi…
“kyun” satata hai.
Lekin zindagi yahin khatam nahi hoti…
Kabhi apne toote hue dil se poochna—
“Kya pata, jisey hum apni manzil samajh rahe the,
Rab ne use sirf ek raasta banaya ho?”
Kya pata,
woh hamari zindagi mein
humein todne nahi,
humein samjhane aaya ho…
Ki mohabbat mein
sirf kisi ko chahna kaafi nahi,
kabhi-kabhi khud ko bhi chahna padta hai.
Ki har woh shakhs
jise hum kho dete hain,
hamari haar nahi hota…
Kuch log toh isliye milte hain
taaki hum samajh sakein
ki humein aakhir chahiye kya.
Aur kuch log…
isliye nahi milte
kyunki Rab jaanta hai
ki unke saath rehkar
hum khud ko kho denge.
Isliye agar hamara dil aaj bhi
kisi ke intezaar mein dhadakta hai,
toh use zabardasti mat samjhao…
Use thoda waqt do.
Rone do…
yaad karne do…
tootne do…
Magar ek din
khud se itna zaroor keh dena—
“Jise humne maanga tha,
agar woh hamara naseeb nahi tha,
toh uske liye aansu kyun?”
Ho sakta hai
Rab ne hamare liye
kisi aur dil mein
hamara naam likh rakha ho.
Ho sakta hai
koi hamari tasveer dekhe bina bhi
hamari khushi ki dua karta ho.
Ho sakta hai
koi hamari aahat ka intezaar karta ho,
jabki hum kisi aur ke
ek message ka intezaar kar rahe hon.
Aur ho sakta hai…
jis din woh shakhs hamari zindagi mein aaye,
hum pal bhar ke liye chup ho jaayen
aur dil ke andar se awaaz aaye—
“Toh yeh tha woh shakhs…
jiske liye Rab ne humein
itna intezaar karwaya tha.”
Phir humein samajh aayega
ki kuch logon ka chhod jaana
baddua nahi hota…
Kabhi-kabhi woh Rab ki rehmat hoti hai.
Aur jis mohabbat ke liye
humne raaton ko rokar dua ki thi,
shayad Rab ne us dua ko
reject nahi kiya tha…
Bas uska jawab
hamari soch se bhi zyada khoobsurat
likha tha.
Isliye…
Agar humein woh na mile
jise hum dil se chahte hain,
toh khud ko badnaseeb mat samajhna.
Ho sakta hai
kisi aur ne humein
usse bhi gehri mohabbat se maanga ho…
Ho sakta hai
kisi aur ki dua mein
hamara naam ho…
Aur ho sakta hai
jise hum apni zindagi ka
sabse bada heartbreak samajh rahe hain,
woh asal mein
hamari zindagi ki sabse khoobsurat
hikmat ho.
Bas yaqeen rakhna…
Jo hamare liye likha gaya hai,
woh humse bichhad kar bhi
hum tak laut aayega.
Aur jo hamara nahi hai,
use duniya ki saari mohabbat de dein…
woh phir bhi hamara nahi hoga.
Kyunki mohabbat mein sabse khoobsurat cheez
kisi ko paa lena nahi…
balki yeh yaqeen hai
ki Rab ne hamare liye
kisi na kisi dil mein
ek jagah zaroor bana rakhi hai.
Aur shayad isi liye…
Agar humein woh na mile
jise hum chahte hain,
toh samajh lena…
kisi aur ne humein
apni duaon mein
bahut pehle se maang rakha hai. ❤️
— Zulfikar
