“Har adhuri mohabbat bewafa nahi hoti… kuch mohabbatein bas naseeb se pehle mil jaati hain, aur waqt se pehle bichhad jaati hain.” ❤️🩹
-Zulfikar Inamdar
NASEEB SE HAAR KAR:
Arz kiya hai… ke…
Guzar gaya jo kisi din guzarne wala tha,
Main bach bhi jaata… to ek roz marne wala tha.
Ye mera naseeb tha ke mere haath kat gaye,
Warna main teri maang mein sindoor bharne wala tha.
Kuch khwaab the jo aankhon mein sajaaye the maine,
Kuch raaste the jo tere saath chalne the maine,
Main jis shakhs ko apni zindagi ka aakhri safar samajhta raha,
Woh waqt ki kitaab ka bas ek safha tha…
Aur ek din woh safha bhi mujhse kho gaya.
Maine kitni mohabbat se sambhaal kar rakhe the
Tere saath guzre hue woh chand lamhe,
Jaise koi faqeer apni aakhri daulat sambhaalta hai…
Magar waqt ko meri ye daulat bhi manzoor na thi,
Ek ek karke sab kuch mujhse chheen gaya.
Main chahta tha tujhe bahut kuch kehna,
Magar ajeeb thi meri khamoshi bhi…
Jis waqt lafzon ki sabse zyada zaroorat thi,
Usi waqt meri zubaan ne mera saath chhod diya.
Na teri bewafai thi,
Na meri mohabbat mein koi kami…
Bas darmiyaan hamare
Kuch aise faasle likhe the qismat ne,
Jinhein chaah kar bhi hum mita na sake.
Main tere saath ek chhoti si duniya basana chahta tha,
Teri hansi ko apni subah,
Teri khamoshi ko apni shaam banana chahta tha.
Tere saath chalne ka iraada tha umr bhar,
Magar waqt ne pehle hi keh diya—
“Ye raasta tera nahi hai.”
Kabhi tere bina ek pal bhi
Sadiyon jaisa guzarta tha,
Aur aaj dekho…
Wahi shakhs meri poori zindagi se guzar gaya,
Aur main bas khada dekhta reh gaya.
Main tere lautne ki umeed mein
Har aahat par darwaza dekhta raha…
Kabhi hawa chali,
Kabhi koi raahi guzra,
Kabhi kisi ne darwaza khatkhataya…
Magar tu nahi aayi.
Aur ek din mujhe samajh aaya—
Darwaza ab bhi wahi tha,
Ghar bhi wahi tha…
Bas mera intezaar mar chuka tha.
Us din pehli baar jaana
Ke judai sirf kisi ke chale jaane ka naam nahi…
Judai toh tab hoti hai
Jab insaan ke paas
Kisi ke lautne ki wajah bhi na bache.
Kuch rishte maut se nahi marte,
Bas unmein baat karne wala koi nahi rehta.
Kuch mohabbatein khatam nahi hoti,
Bas unka zikr karne ki himmat nahi rehti.
Aur kuch log dil se kabhi jaate hi nahi…
Bas zindagi mein unka zikr karna
Hum chhod dete hain.
Main bhi ab tera zikr nahi karta,
Magar iska matlab ye nahi
Ke main tujhe bhool gaya.
Bas ab tera naam leta nahi…
Kyunki kuch naam
Zabaan par nahi,
Seedha dil par likhe hote hain.
Kabhi kabhi raat ke aakhri pehar,
Jab duniya so rahi hoti hai,
Meri aankhon mein ek purani si roshni jagti hai…
Aur main sochta hoon—
Agar us din waqt thoda sa meherbaan hota,
Agar hum dono mein se koi ek
Sirf ek qadam aur badh jaata,
Agar ek galatfahmi waqt par door ho jaati,
Agar ek baar tu ruk jaati…
Toh shayad
Meri zindagi ki kahani kuch aur hoti.
Lekin “agar” bhi kitna ajeeb lafz hai…
Ek chhota sa lafz,
Aur uske andar
Poori zindagi ka afsos chhupa hota hai.
Ab main Allah se tujhe maangta nahi,
Na tujhe bhoolne ki dua karta hoon.
Bas itna kehta hoon—
Ya Rab…
Jo mere naseeb mein nahi tha,
Uski yaad ko mere liye azaab na banana.
Jo meri zindagi ka hissa nahi ban saki,
Use meri rooh ka bojh bhi na banana.
Mujhe itni taaqat de
Ke main uski khushi ki dua kar sakun,
Bina ye soche
Ke uski khushi mein mera koi hissa nahi.
Ye aasaan nahi hota…
Jis shakhs ke saath
Insaan ne apni poori zindagi ka tasavvur kiya ho,
Uske liye ek din
Sirf “khush rehna” keh kar
Khud peeche hat jaana…
Mohabbat ka sabse khamosh qatl hota hai.
Ab agar tu kabhi saamne aa bhi jaaye,
Toh shayad main kuch na kahun…
Na shikwa,
Na sawaal,
Na guzre hue waqt ka hisaab.
Bas teri aankhon mein dekh kar
Dil hi dil mein kahunga—
“Tujhe paane ki tamanna adhuri reh gayi,
Magar tujhe chahne ka ehsaas
Aaj bhi mukammal hai.”
Phir main muskura dunga…
Tu samjhegi shayad
Ke main khush hoon.
Tujhe kya khabar…
Kuch muskurahatein khushi ki nahi hoti,
Woh bas aansuon ko
Duniya se chhupane ka tareeqa hoti hain.
Aur phir main chala jaunga…
Is yaqeen ke saath
Ke har mohabbat ka anjaam milna zaroori nahi.
Kuch mohabbatein sirf isliye aati hain
Ke insaan ko bata sakein—
Dil kitna gehra ho sakta hai,
Intezaar kitna lamba ho sakta hai,
Khamoshi kitna kuch keh sakti hai,
Aur ek insaan ke chale jaane ke baad bhi
Uski kami kitni der tak zinda reh sakti hai.
Main tujhe bhoola nahi hoon…
Bas ab teri yaad ke saath jeena seekh gaya hoon.
Aur shayad meri mohabbat ki
Aakhri jeet bhi yahi hai—
Tu meri zindagi mein nahi,
Phir bhi meri duaon mein hai.
Tu meri manzil nahi bani,
Phir bhi meri raahon ki sabse khoobsurat yaad hai.
Tu meri qismat mein nahi thi…
Magar meri rooh ne
Tujhe kabhi ghair nahi maana.
Aur aakhir mein
Main apne naseeb se sirf itna kehta hoon—
“Tu jeet gaya…
Main haar gaya.
Magar meri haar bhi ajeeb thi—
Jise main paa na saka,
Use umr bhar
Dil se khona bhi na saka.”
Shayad isi ka naam mohabbat hai…
Kisi ko apna kehne ka haq na ho,
Phir bhi uske liye dil se dua nikalti rahe.
Kisi ke saath zindagi na guzri ho,
Phir bhi uski yaad ke saath
Poori zindagi guzar jaaye.
Aur sabse gehri baat—
Kabhi kabhi naseeb insaan se uska mehboob cheen leta hai,
Lekin us mohabbat ko nahi cheen pata
Jo ek baar rooh mein utar jaaye.
