“Sabse gehra dard woh nahi jo aankhon se beh jaaye…
-Zulfikar Inamdar
sabse gehra dard woh hai, jo dil mein dafan rahe,
aur insaan har roz muskurakar duniya ko yakeen dilata rahe
ke woh bilkul theek hai.” 🖤
“Kuch Dard Lafzon Ke Mohtaaj Nahi Hote…”
Arz kiya hai ke…
Main khud ko samet’ta raha umr bhar,
magar kisi ko khabar tak na hui,
Mere chehre pe muskurahat sabne dekhi,
meri aankhon mein chhupi hui kami kisi ne na padhi…
Main har shakhs ke liye waqt nikaalta raha,
har kisi ke gham ko apna samajhta raha,
Kisi ki khamoshi mein bhi dard dhoondhta raha,
magar jab meri khamoshi cheekhne lagi,
toh koi mere paas baithne wala na mila…
Maine rishton ko sirf naam se nahi,
dil ki poori sachchai se nibhaya tha,
Jise apna kaha, uske liye khud ko bhulaya tha,
Magar waqt ne ajeeb sabaq diya—
jise dil se apna samjha,
usi ne sabse pehle mujhe paraya banaya tha…
Main har baar toot kar bhi
logon ke saamne bikharne se bach gaya,
Apne aansuon ko palkon tak laakar
phir khamoshi se pee gaya…
Kisi ne poocha bhi toh keh diya,
“kuch nahi…”
Aur log bhi kitne masroof the,
unhone us “kuch nahi” ko
waqai kuch nahi samajh liya…
Kabhi kabhi dil karta hai
kisi ke saamne baith kar
bas itna keh doon—
“Thak gaya hoon…”
Na mashwara chahiye,
na koi sawaal,
na koi tasalli…
Bas koi kuch der mere paas baith kar
meri khamoshi sun le…
Magar ajeeb dastoor hai duniya ka,
yahan aansuon ki bhi keemat poochhi jaati hai,
log dard samajhne se pehle
uski wajah jaan’na chahte hain,
Aur hum bhi kya karein—
har zakhm ki kahani sunate sunate
khud se hi sharminda ho jaate hain…
Maine mohabbat mein hisaab nahi rakha,
maine dosti mein faayda nahi dekha,
maine rishton mein apna hissa nahi maanga,
Bas dil se diya…
aur deta hi chala gaya…
Shayad isi liye aaj mere paas
yaadein bohot hain,
magar apna kehne ke liye koi nahi…
Ab kisi ke badalne ka dukh nahi hota,
kyunki waqt ne itna sikha diya hai,
ke har shakhs apni zaroorat tak apna hota hai,
aur zaroorat khatam hote hi
rishton ke matlab bhi badal jaate hain…
Phir bhi dil baddua nahi deta,
pata nahi kyun…
Jinhone dard diya,
unke liye bhi dua nikalti hai,
Shayad dil abhi itna sakht nahi hua,
ya shayad mujhe ab bhi yaqeen hai
ke insaan badal sakta hai…
bas waqt usse bahut der se samjhata hai.
Aur haan…
ab main kisi se yeh nahi poochta
ke “tum mere saath kyun nahi ho?”
Jo rehna chahega,
woh wajah nahi dhoondhega…
Jo jaana chahega,
woh bahana dhoond lega…
Maine ab apne dil ko bhi samjha diya hai—
har darwaze par dastak dena zaroori nahi,
kuch darwaze band hi isliye hote hain
taaki insaan aakhirkaar
apne Rab ke dar tak pahunch sake…
Ab meri khwahish bas itni si hai,
ke zindagi chahe jitna aazma le,
mere dil se insaniyat na jaaye…
Meri aankhon se aansu chahe kabhi ruk na paayein,
magar meri zubaan se kisi ke liye
baddua na nikle…
Aur jab kabhi meri kahani khatam ho,
toh log meri daulat, meri shohrat
ya meri kamyabiyaan yaad na karein…
Bas itna keh dein—
“Woh aadmi ajeeb tha…
khud kitna bhi toota raha,
magar doosron ke dil ko
kabhi tootne nahi diya.” ❤️
