-Zulfikar Inamdar
“Kuch rishte lafzon se nahi bante…
kuch sirf nazron aur khamosh ishaaron mein janam lete hain,
aur phir saari zindagi dil mein zinda rehte hain.” ❤️🌹
Woh Bachpan Aur Teri Yaad…
Arz kiya hai…
Ghar mein akela hoon…
Toh bachpan ka woh bachpana yaad aa raha hai,
Woh chhoti-chhoti harkatein,
Woh be-fikr si hansi,
Woh bina wajah kisi baat par muskura dena…
Aaj na jaane kyun sab kuch phir yaad aa raha hai.
Saath the hum, ek hi class mein,
Ek hi classroom ki hawa mein saans lete the,
Ek hi waqt mein school aate the,
Ek hi ghanti par ghar jaate the…
Magar ajeeb si baat thi,
Kabhi maine zindagi mein tujhse baat nahi ki,
Na kabhi tera naam lekar tujhe bulaya,
Na kabhi apne dil ki baat lafzon mein kahi…
Phir bhi na jaane kaise
Tu mere ishaare samajh jaati thi,
Meri nazron mein chhupi baat
Shayad meri zubaan se pehle padh jaati thi.
Lafzon ka koi rishta nahi tha humare darmiyaan,
Magar khamoshiyon ka ek ajeeb sa silsila tha,
Main kuch keh nahi paata tha,
Aur tu shayad sab samajh jaati thi…
Woh bachpan tha…
Mohabbat ka matlab bhi nahi jaante the hum,
Bas kisi ek chehre ko dekh kar
Dil khush ho jaata tha.
Phir waqt guzarta gaya…
School chhoot gaya,
Raaste badal gaye,
Log bichhad gaye,
Aur hum dono bhi
Apni-apni duniya mein kahin kho gaye…
Tab se lekar aaj tak
Kabhi hum mile nahi,
Kabhi saamne baith kar baat nahi hui,
Magar dil ne na jaane kyun
Tera woh purana ehsaas kabhi khatam nahi hone diya.
Aaj ghar mein tanha baitha hoon,
Toh woh classroom aankhon ke saamne aa raha hai,
Woh purani bench,
Woh kitaabein,
Woh bachpan ki masoomiyat…
Aur un sab ke beech
tera chehra baar-baar nazar aa raha hai.
Maine ek baar koshish bhi ki thi
Facebook par tera friend ban jaaun,
Socha tha shayad guzre hue saalon ke baad
Kismat koi chhota sa darwaza khol de…
Ek message bheja tha…
Magar aaj tak woh message
Tere Facebook ke kone mein
Na jaane kis khamoshi mein pada hai.
Kabhi dil karta hai
Us message ko dekh kar sochun—
Kya tune kabhi use padha hoga?
Kya ek pal ke liye
Tujhe bhi woh bachpan yaad aaya hoga?
Pata nahi tere dil mein
Mere liye kuch hai bhi ya nahi,
Pata nahi meri yaad
Kabhi tere khayalon ke raaste se guzarti bhi hai ya nahi…
Magar mera dil…
Aaj bhi tujhe milne ke liye tarasta hai.
Main nahi jaanta
Kabhi mera aur tera aamna-saamna hoga ya nahi,
Zindagi kabhi humein
Ek hi raaste par laayegi ya nahi…
Phir bhi dil ki ek chhoti si tamanna hai—
Kabhi achanak tu saamne aa jaaye,
Main tujhe pehchaan loon,
Aur tu bhi meri aankhon mein
Woh bachpan pehchaan le…
Main kuch nahi kahunga…
Bas door se teri ek muskaan dekh lunga,
Aur shayad dil ko itna hi keh dunga—
“Dekha… tu ab bhi wahi hai.”
Jab bhi akela hota hoon,
Ya kisi takleef se guzar raha hota hoon,
Pata nahi kyun
Dil sabse pehle tujhe hi awaaz deta hai…
Jaise mere andar koi bachcha
Aaj bhi wahi khada hai,
Jo tujhe kuch kehna chahta tha,
Magar kabhi keh nahi paaya…
Mujhe nahi maloom
Mere dil ki woh awaaz
Kabhi tere dil tak pahunchti hogi ya nahi,
Meri khamosh mohabbat ki koi aahat
Kabhi tujhe mehsoos hoti hogi ya nahi…
Tu mujhe chahe ya na chahe,
Mujhe yaad kare ya na kare,
Mere baare mein soche ya na soche…
Mera dil aaj bhi
Tujhe usi masoomiyat se yaad karta hai,
Jis masoomiyat se bachpan mein
Tujhe dekha karta tha.
Shayad yeh mohabbat nahi…
Shayad sirf ek adhoori si kahani hai,
Jiska koi aaghaz yaad nahi,
Aur koi anjaam bhi nahi…
Bas ek chehra hai,
Ek classroom hai,
Kuch khamosh ishaare hain,
Aur ek dil hai
Jo itne saalon baad bhi
Usi jagah khada hai…
Kabhi-kabhi sochta hoon—
Agar waqt ek pal ke liye laut aaye,
Toh main us bachpan se
Kuch nahi maangunga…
Na koi mulaqat,
Na koi izhaar,
Na koi wada…
Bas ek baar
Wahi classroom ho,
Wahi bachpan ho,
Wahi tum ho…
Aur main door se tumhe dekh kar
Phir se muskura doon…
Phir shayad meri rooh
Khud se kahe—
“Kuch log zindagi mein kabhi hamare nahi hote,
phir bhi pata nahi kyun…
woh dil se kabhi jaate nahi.”
Aaj bhi ghar mein akela hoon…
Khamoshi mere aas-paas hai,
Aur yaadein mere saath…
Sab kuch badal gaya hai,
Bas ek cheez nahi badli—
Kabhi baat na hone ke bawajood,
aaj bhi…
mujhe teri bepanah yaad aa rahi hai. ❤️🌹
Summary:
Ghar me akela hu…
Mera bachpan ka bachpana ki wo harkate yaad aa rahi hai…
Saath the hum ek hi class me
Aaj woh bepanah yaad aa rahi hai…
Kabhi maine zindagi me usse nahi baat ki
Per wo mere ishaare samajh jaaya karti thi
Tab se lekar aaj tak kabhi nahi mile
Aaj uski dhakan yaad aa rahi hai
Maine koshish ki thi facebook me uska friend ho jaaun
Aaj tak uske Facebook ke kone wo message yuhi padha hai
Pata nahi uske dil me mere liye kya hai
Aaj bhi mera dil usse milne ke liye taras raha hai
Mai nahi jaanta, mere aur uska kabhi aamna saamna hoga
Phir bhi mera dil uske chahre ki ek muskaan dekhne ko taras raha hai…
Jab bhi akela hota hu, ya koyi takleef se guzar raha hota hu
Dil sabse pehle ussey awaaz dekar ro raha hota hai…
Mujhe nahi maloom mera dil jo ussay awaaz de raha hota hai, ke uske dil tak meri baat pohochti hogi ya nahi
Wo mujhe pyaar kare ya na kare, mera dil aaj bhi ussay pyaar kar raha hota hai….
