🖤 “Aakhri Safhe Tak”

🌹“Mohabbat ka sabse gehra dard judaai nahi hota…
dard toh tab hota hai, jab insaan paas rehkar bhi
kisi ki zindagi se hamesha ke liye door ho jaata hai.”

-Zulfikar Inamdar

🖤 “Aakhri Safhe Tak”

Arz kiya hai…

Kabhi raat ke sannate mein
jab duniya so jaati hai,
aur aankhon se neend nahi,
purani yaadein utarti hain…
tab main khud se tera zikr karta hoon,
aur phir khud hi khamosh ho jaata hoon…

Pata nahi tujhe kabhi meri kami mehsoos hoti hai ya nahi,
magar meri har khushi ke peeche
aaj bhi tera ek gham chhupa hota hai…
Main hans deta hoon duniya ke saamne,
magar andar kahin ek shakhs
roz thoda-thoda rota hai…

Maine bahut koshish ki
ke tujhe dil se nikaal doon,
teri yaadon ke darwaze band kar doon,
magar ajeeb hai na mohabbat bhi—
jise bhulana chaho,
wahi sabse zyada yaad aata hai.

Kabhi sochta hoon,
agar waqt dobara mil jaaye
toh tujhe rok loon…
tera haath pakad kar bas itna pooch loon—
“Kya main waqai itna bura tha
ke tumhe meri mohabbat se bhi jaana pada?”

Shayad mere paas
tujhe dene ke liye duniya bhar ki daulat nahi thi,
magar jo dil tha…
woh poora ka poora tera tha.
Afsoos…
tumne us dil ki keemat nahi poochi,
sirf uski kamiyaan gin li.

Ab na koi shikwa hai,
na koi sawaal baaki hai,
bas ek ajeeb si khamoshi hai
jo har roz mere saath chalti hai…
Log samajhte hain main tujhe bhool gaya,
kaash unhe pata hota—
kuch log bhoolaye nahi jaate,
bas unka zikr karna chhod diya jaata hai.

Aur agar kabhi
meri zindagi ki kitaab tumhare haath lag jaaye,
toh uske aakhri safhe ko zaroor padhna…
Wahan na koi shikayat milegi,
na koi ilzaam…

Bas ek adhoori si dua hogi—

“Ya Rab…
jis shakhs ko meri qismat mein nahi likha,
uski qismat mein kabhi meri wajah se gham na likhna…”

Phir shayad
meri kahani bhi khatam ho jaaye…
Lekin agar koi mujhse pooche
“Mohabbat mein haara kaun?”

Toh mera naam mat lena…

Bas itna keh dena—

“Ek shakhs tha…
jisne mohabbat ko ibadat samajh kar nibhaya,
aur badle mein sirf itna paaya—
ke jise apni poori duniya samjha,
uski duniya mein
woh kabhi tha hi nahi…”

Aur haan…
agar kabhi meri yaad aaye,
toh lautna zaroor…

Main shayad wahi milunga,
jahan tumne mujhe aakhri baar chhoda tha…
bas farq itna hoga—
pehle main tumhara intezaar karta tha,
aur us din…
main tumhari yaad ka bhi
intezaar nahi kar raha honga. 🖤🥀