“Umeed Abhi Baaki Hai”
-Zulfikar Inamdar🌹
“Kabhi kabhi insaan zindagi se nahi,
apni hi khamoshiyon se haarne lagta hai…
Aankhon mein aansu hote hain,
dil mein hazaar sawaal hote hain,
aur labon par bas ek hi dua—
‘Ya Allah… ab Tu hi sambhaal le.’
Magar yaad rakhna…
jis dil ko duniya tod kar chali jaati hai,
Allah usi dil ko apni rehmat se
dobara jodna jaanta hai.
Isliye agar aaj zindagi bahut bhaari lag rahi hai,
toh faisla aaj mat karna…
shayad kal Allah tumhe woh wajah de de
jiske liye tum aaj tak zinda ho.” 🤲🏻🌙❤️🩹
🖤 “Mujhe Khud Nahi Pata…”
Arz kiya hai ke…
Kabhi kabhi sochta hoon,
main zindagi se chahta kya hoon…
Sukoon?
Mohabbat?
Kisi apne ka saath?
Ya bas itna…
ke koi ek baar mere paas baith kar kahe—
“Thak gaye ho na…
ab thodi der ro lo,
main hoon tumhare saath.”
Magar ajeeb hai ye zindagi bhi…
Jinhe apna samjha,
unke paas waqt nahi tha,
aur jinke paas waqt tha,
unke paas dil nahi tha…
Isliye ab raaton se baatein karta hoon,
khamoshiyon ko apna haal sunata hoon,
aur takiye par sar rakh kar
khud se ek hi sawaal karta hoon—
“Aakhir mujhe chahiye kya?”
Na duniya ki daulat chahiye,
na kisi se jeetne ki khwahish hai…
Bas dil chahta hai
ke zindagi ek din
bina kisi darr ke guzre,
aur raat aankhon mein
bina kisi aansu ke utare…
Kabhi kabhi sajde mein jaakar
lafz bhi saath chhod dete hain…
Honth khamosh rehte hain,
magar aankhein
Allah se sab keh deti hain…
Phir dil ke kisi kone se
ek awaaz aati hai—
“Tu apna haal duniya ko na bata,
tera Rab tere aansuon ka bhi
hisaab rakhta hai…”
Tab main toot kar bhi
thoda sambhal jaata hoon…
Kyunki mujhe yakeen hai,
jo dard insaan samajh nahi saka,
Allah us dard ko mujhse zyada jaanta hai.
Jo aansu maine
logon se chhupa kar bahaaye,
Allah ne unhe bhi dekha hai…
Jo dua mere labon tak
kabhi pahunch hi nahi paayi,
Allah ne us khamoshi ko bhi suna hai.
Bas isi umeed par
ab tak chal raha hoon…
Warna sach kahun,
toh kai dafa dil ne kaha—
“Bas… ab aur nahi.”
Lekin phir yaad aaya—
shayad meri kahani ka
sabse khoobsurat safha
abhi likha hi nahi gaya…
Shayad ye aansu
aakhri nahi hain,
shayad Allah inke baad
woh muskurahat dene wala hai
jiska main muddat se intezaar kar raha hoon…
Isliye aaj bhi
main apni saari thakan lekar
Uske saamne khada ho jaata hoon…
Aur kehta hoon—
“Ya Allah…
mujhe nahi pata
main zindagi se kya chahta hoon,
lekin Tu jaanta hai
mere dil ko kya chahiye…
Mujhe woh mat de
jo meri khwahish hai,
mujhe woh de
jo mere liye behtar hai…
Aur agar meri aankhon mein
aaj aansu hain,
toh kal meri zindagi mein
aisi wajah rakh dena
ke main sajde mein jaakar
sirf itna keh sakun—**
‘Ya Rab…
ab samajh aaya,
Tune mujhe itna intezaar
kyun karwaya tha…’” 🤲🏻❤️🩹
🌙 Aakhri Alfaaz
Kabhi kabhi Allah humein woh nahi deta
jiske liye hum ro-ro kar dua karte hain…
kyunki woh jaanta hai,
hamari aankhon se behne wale aansuon se bhi zyada
hamare dil ke liye kya behtar hai.
Bas umeed mat chhodna…
ho sakta hai jis raat tum sabse zyada toot rahe ho,
usi raat Allah tumhari zindagi ka
sabse khoobsurat faisla likh raha ho. 🤲🏻🌙
