“Zindagi bhar hum un cheezon ke peeche bhaagte rahe
-Zulfikar Inamdar
jinhe duniya kehti thi ‘khushi’…
aur jab thak kar Allah ke saamne baith gaye,
tab samajh aaya—
humein duniya nahi,
sirf dil ka sukoon chahiye tha.” ❤️🩹🤲🏻
🖤 “Jo Chaha Tha, Woh Mila Hi Nahi…”
Arz kiya hai…
Zindagi ne bahut kuch diya mujhe,
magar jo dil ne maanga,
woh kabhi mila hi nahi…
Kabhi khwahishon ka bazaar dekha,
kabhi apno ki mehfil mein baitha,
kabhi khud ko duniya ki bheed mein dhoonda,
magar har jagah se laut kar
apne hi andar tanha mila.
Maine bhi socha tha
ek din sab kuch theek ho jayega,
jo toot gaya hai woh jud jayega,
jo door chala gaya hai woh laut aayega…
Lekin waqt ne dheere se samjha diya—
har intezaar ka anjaam mulaqat nahi hota,
aur har dua ka jawab
hamari marzi ke mutabiq nahi hota.
Bahut kuch haasil kiya
sirf isliye ke shayad dil bhar jaaye…
Magar ajeeb bhookh thi is dil ki—
cheezon se nahi,
apnapan se mitni thi.
Ghar tha,
magar ghar jaisa sukoon nahi tha…
Log the,
magar koi dil ke qareeb nahi tha…
Muskurane ki wajahen bhi mili,
magar aankhon mein chhupi nami
kisi ne padhne ki koshish nahi ki.
Kabhi kisi ke liye
khud se zyada socha,
kabhi kisi ki khushi ke liye
apni khushi peeche kar di…
Aur jab meri baari aayi,
toh pata chala—
Main sabki zaroorat tha,
magar kisi ki zaroorat
main khud nahi tha.
Kitni ajeeb baat hai na…
Hum jin logon ke liye
apni duniya chhoti kar dete hain,
kabhi-kabhi unki duniya mein
hamare liye ek kona bhi nahi hota.
Phir hum shikayat karna chhod dete hain…
sawaal karna chhod dete hain…
aur ek din
umeed rakhna bhi chhod dete hain.
Ab koi poochhe—
“Tumhe zindagi se kya chahiye?”
Toh dil ke paas
lambi list nahi hai…
Bas ek shaam chahiye
jahan koi bina matlab mere paas baithe…
Ek aisi baat chahiye
jisme koi jhoot na ho…
Ek aisa rishta chahiye
jisme mujhe har roz
apni jagah sabit na karni pade…
Aur ek aisa dil chahiye
jo meri khamoshi mein bhi
mera haal samajh le.
Magar shayad
ye sab duniya se maangna hi meri galti thi…
Isliye ab jo kuch hai,
Allah ke hawale kar diya hai. 🤲🏻
Ya Rab…
Maine logon se sukoon maanga,
mujhe intezaar mila…
Maine rishton mein apnapan dhoonda,
mujhe faasle mile…
Maine apni khwahishon ko
bahut samjhaya,
magar dil phir bhi
kahin na kahin rota raha…
Ab mujhe duniya se
kuch saabit nahi karna.
Tu mere dil ka haal jaanta hai…
Tu meri khamoshi ka matlab jaanta hai…
Tu woh aansu bhi jaanta hai
jo aankhon se nikle bina
andar hi andar beh gaye.
Agar jo main chahta hoon
mere haq mein behtar nahi,
toh Ya Allah,
mere dil se uski talab mita de…
Aur agar meri koi dua
abhi bhi mere naseeb ke darwaze par khadi hai,
toh uske liye woh waqt chun
jab mera dil us nemat ko sambhaal sake.
Mujhe har khushi nahi chahiye,
bas woh khushi de
jiske baad mujhe
raat ko apne Rab se
ye na kehna pade—
“Ya Allah,
aaj bhi dil bahut udaas hai…”
Aur agar meri zindagi mein
kuch kamiyaan rehni hi hain,
toh un kamiyaan ke saath
apna sukoon ata kar dena.
Kyunki ab samajh aaya hai—
Insaan ki sabse badi daulat
woh nahi jo uske paas hoti hai…
balki woh sukoon hai
jo sab kuch na hone ke bawajood
uske dil mein zinda rehta hai.
Aur main…
Ab bhi usi sukoon ki talaash mein hoon.
Shayad duniya ke kisi kone mein nahi…
shayad Allah ke kisi faisle mein
mera intezaar kar raha hai. 🤲🏻🌙
