“Agar tum meri manzil na ban sako, toh bhi meri mohabbat adhuri nahi hogi; tumhari yaad aankhon mein nami ban kar rahegi, tumhari khushi honton par muskurahat… aur main tumhe khone ke baad bhi zindagi ko khona nahi seekhunga.”
-Zulfikar Inamdar
❤️🩹 “Main Tere Baad Bhi Mohabbat Se Jeeyunga”
Arz kiya hai…
Agar kabhi waqt hum dono ke darmiyaan
Faaslon ki koi deewar khadi kar de,
Toh main us deewar ko giraane ki zid nahi karunga…
Bas apne dil mein ek chhoti si khidki rakhunga,
Jahan se teri yaad roz mujh tak aati rahe…
Tu meri zindagi mein rahe ya na rahe,
Tere hone ka ehsaas sambhal kar rakhunga,
Jo lamhe tere saath naseeb hue
Unhe waqt ki gard mein khone nahi dunga,
Aur jo lamhe naseeb na hue…
Unhe apni khwahishon mein khoobsurat rehne dunga.
Main maanta hoon,
Tere bina kuch shaamein bahut lambi hongi,
Kuch raatein meri neend se rooth jaayengi,
Kuch geet be-wajah teri yaad dilaayenge,
Aur bheed ke beech bhi kabhi-kabhi
Dil achanak tanha ho jaayega…
Magar main jeeyunga…
Tujhe bhool kar nahi,
Tujhe apne andar ek khoobsurat ehsaas bana kar.
Kabhi teri yaad aayegi
Toh aankhein nam bhi hongi,
Magar yaqeen kar—
Un aansuon ke kisi kone mein
Ek halki si muskurahat bhi hogi…
Kyunki har yaad dard nahi deti,
Kuch yaadein ye bhi yaad dilati hain
Ke zindagi ne kabhi
Humein kisi ko sachche dil se chahne ka
Khoobsurat mauka diya tha…
Aur meri mohabbat ki
Sabse badi khoobsurti shayad yahi rahegi—
Tujhe yaad karke aankh bhar aaye,
Phir bhi tere khush hone ka khayal
Honton par muskurahat rakh de…
Main tere jaane ke baad
Mohabbat se nafrat nahi karunga…
Kyunki tere na milne mein
Mohabbat ka kya kasoor?
Mohabbat ne toh mujhe
Tera khayal rakhna sikhaya,
Teri khamoshi samajhna sikhaya,
Teri ek muskurahat mein
Apni poori shaam dhoondhna sikhaya…
Aur sabse badhkar—
Mohabbat ne mujhe sikhaya
Ke kisi ko apna kehne se bhi zyada khoobsurat
Kisi ki khushi ko apna samajhna hota hai.
Haan…
Kabhi dil zid karega
Ke kaash tu laut aaye…
Kabhi aankhein kisi bheed mein
Tera chehra talaash karengi…
Kabhi kisi anjaan khushboo se
Purani yaad ka darwaza khul jaayega…
Kabhi phone haath mein lekar
Dil kahega—
“Bas ek baar uska haal pooch loon…”
Aur shayad ungliyan ruk jaayengi…
Kyunki waqt ke baad
Mohabbat khatam nahi hoti,
Bas uske adab badal jaate hain…
Pehle baat karna zaroori lagta hai,
Phir bas uska khairiyat se hona kaafi lagta hai…
Main tujhe rokunga nahi…
Mohabbat agar qaid ban jaaye
Toh uski khoobsurti mar jaati hai.
Tu jaana chahe
Toh meri aankhon mein dard zaroor dekhna,
Magar mere honton par
Koi shikayat nahi milegi…
Main shayad itna hi kahunga—
“Apna khayal rakhna…”
Aur tum kya jaano,
Ye chaar lafz kehne mein
Mere andar kitni duniya tootegi…
Kyunki kabhi-kabhi
“Apna khayal rakhna” ka matlab hota hai—
“Ab tumhara khayal rakhne ka haq
Mere paas nahi raha…”
Us din main ro bhi sakta hoon…
Magar apne aansuon ko
Teri mohabbat ki haar nahi banne dunga.
Main unhe apne dil ki
Sabse sachchi gawahi samajhunga—
Ke haan…
Ek shakhs tha
Jise maine itni shiddat se chaha
Ke usse kho kar bhi
Uske liye bura nahi chaha…
Main apni zindagi rokunga nahi…
Subah hogi toh
Khidki kholunga…
Chai ki pehli chuski ke saath
Zindagi ko phir se mehsoos karunga…
Kabhi doston ke saath hansunga,
Kabhi akele sadkon par chalunga,
Kabhi baarish mein bheegunga,
Kabhi aasman ko der tak dekhunga…
Aur mumkin hai
Kisi khoobsurat shaam
Teri yaad achanak aa jaaye…
Main muskura kar aasman se kahunga—
“Dekho…
Aaj bhi yaad hai,
Magar ab yaad mujhe todti nahi…
Mere saath chalti hai.”
Main apne adhoore khwabon ko bhi
Phir se sajana seekhunga…
Kyunki ek khwab ke tootne ka matlab
Puri zindagi ka khatam ho jaana nahi hota…
Kuch manzilein chhoot jaati hain
Taake insaan ko pata chale—
Uske pairon mein abhi safar baaki hai.
Kuch log bichhad jaate hain
Taake dil samajh sake—
Mohabbat sirf saath rehne ka naam nahi,
Kabhi-kabhi door rehkar bhi
Kisi ke liye dil se achha chahna mohabbat hai.
Aur kuch kahaniyaan
Mukammal nahi hoti…
Phir bhi khoobsurat hoti hain.
Chaand har raat poora nahi hota,
Phir bhi log use dekhna nahi chhodte…
Phool hamesha shaakh par nahi rehta,
Phir bhi uski khushboo
Yaadon mein reh jaati hai…
Tum bhi meri zindagi mein
Shayad kuch aise hi reh jaana…
Meri nahi hokar bhi
Meri zindagi ka ek khoobsurat ehsaas…
Mere paas nahi,
Magar meri duaon ke aas-paas…
Meri baaton mein nahi,
Magar meri khamoshiyon ke kahin andar…
Aur agar kabhi
Saalon baad hum achanak mil jaayein…
Tumhare chehre par waqt ki
Kuch nayi lakeerein hongi,
Mere baalon mein bhi
Shayad kuch safedi utar chuki hogi…
Hum ek doosre ko dekhenge…
Kuch pal khamosh rahenge…
Bahut kuch kehna hoga,
Magar shayad kuch bhi nahi kahenge…
Bas tum muskura dena…
Main samajh jaunga
Ke meri duaon ne tumhara saath nahi chhoda.
Aur main bhi muskura dunga…
Taake tum samajh jao—
Tumhare jaane ke baad
Main barbaad nahi hua…
Bas thoda gehra ho gaya.
Maine dard ko alfaaz bana liya,
Tanhai ko humsafar,
Yaadon ko kitaab,
Aur tumhari kami ko
Jeene ka ek naya saleeqa…
Main tumhare baad bhi
Phoolon se mohabbat karunga,
Baarish mein bheegunga,
Khoobsurat shaamon ko mehsoos karunga,
Dil kholkar hansunga…
Haan, kabhi-kabhi ro bhi lunga…
Kyunki main tumhare chale jaane ki saza
Apni zindagi ko nahi dunga.
Tumse mohabbat ki thi…
Isliye zindagi se mohabbat karna
Kaise chhod doon?
Tum meri kahani ka
Sabse khoobsurat hissa ho sakti ho…
Magar meri kahani ka aakhri safha nahi.
Mere andar abhi
Bahut saari subahein baaki hain,
Bahut si baarishein,
Bahut se safar,
Bahut si muskurahatein…
Aur bahut si duayein…
Jinmein shayad
Tumhara naam zubaan par na aaye,
Magar dil ko maloom hoga
Ke un duaon ka ek khoobsurat hissa
Aaj bhi tumhare naam hai…
Isliye agar kabhi tumhe lage
Ke main tumhe bhool gaya…
Toh aisa mat samajhna.
Kuch log bhulaye nahi jaate,
Bas unhe yaad karne ka tareeqa badal jaata hai…
Pehle unki yaad mein
Insaan rota hai…
Phir unki yaad mein
Khamosh hota hai…
Aur ek din
Wahi yaad aaye toh
Aankhon mein nami ke saath
Honton par muskurahat aa jaati hai…
Shayad usi din
Mohabbat apni sabse khoobsurat manzil par pahunchti hai—
Jahan dil kehta hai:
“Tu meri nahi hui…
Iska dard hamesha rahega,
Magar tu meri zindagi mein kabhi aayi thi…
Iski khushi bhi mujhse koi nahi cheen sakta.”
Aur meri kahani?
Woh chalti rahegi…
Kuch panne aansuon se bheegenge,
Kuch muskurahaton se mehakenge,
Kuch par tera zikr hoga,
Kuch par meri nayi manzilein…
Magar kitaab band nahi hogi.
Kyunki mujhe mohabbat mein haar jaana manzoor hai…
Zindagi se haar jaana nahi. ❤️🩹
🖤 Aakhri do alfaaz
“Tum chale bhi gaye toh mohabbat kam nahi hogi…
Bas tumhe paane ki jagah, tumhare khush rehne ki dua le legi.” ❤️🥀
