Mujhe kisi ke na chaahne ka gila nahi… Meri museebatein mujhse itni wafadaar hain ke ek jaati nahi, doosri aa jaati hai. Bas afsos itna hai ke kaash khushiyon ne bhi kabhi mujhse itni mohabbat ki hoti.”
-Zulfikar Inamdar
🥀 “MUSEEBATON KA MEHBOOB HOON MAIN” 🥀:
Ek Muskurahat Ke Peechhe Chhupe Hazaar Dard:
Arz kiya hai ke…
Kaun kehta hai ke kisi ko azeez nahi hoon main,
Zara museebaton se poochho, kitna qareeb hoon main,
Duniya toh milkar bhi bhool jaati hai mujhe,
Magar har naye gham ko yaad rehta hoon main.
Mere darwaaze par khushiyan kabhi-kabhi dastak deti hain,
Museebatein toh bina bulaaye mehmaan ban jaati hain,
Main ek dard ko rukhsat karne ki sochta hi hoon,
Ke doosri meri dehleez par muskuraati hai.
Kabhi haalaat ne toda, kabhi apnon ne aazmaaya,
Kabhi waqt ne meri umeedon ka mazaaq udaaya,
Main har baar apne tukde samet kar uth khada hua,
Magar zindagi ne phir koi naya imtihaan sajaaya.
Maine apne aansuon ko bhi adab sikha diya,
Ke mehfil mein meri aankhon se gira na karein,
Aur apne dard ko bhi itna khaamosh kar diya,
Ke mere apne bhi uska pata na karein.
Log kehte hain, “Tum hamesha muskuraate rehte ho,”
Unhein kya khabar, yeh bhi ek majboori hai,
Har kisi ko apni kahaani sunaana aasaan nahi,
Kuch zakhmon ki khaamoshi hi unki poori kahaani hai.
Meri khushiyon se toh zamaane ko koi vaasta nahi,
Magar mere gham mujhse beinteha wafaa karte hain,
Jinhein apna kaha, woh waqt ke saath badal gaye,
Aur jinhein kabhi chaaha nahi, woh museebatein saath chalti hain.
Kabhi tanhaai mein apne Rab se poochh leta hoon,
“Mere hisse mein itne imtihaan kyun likhe hain?”
Phir dil se ek sada aati hai, “Hausla rakh,”
“Abhi tere liye rehmat ke darwaaze bhi khule hain.”
Main thaka hoon, magar haara nahi hoon,
Main toota hoon, magar bikhra nahi hoon,
Mere haalaat meri pehchaan nahi ban sakte,
Main museebaton ka maara hoon, magar be-sahaara nahi hoon.
Aur ek din apni museebaton se keh doonga,
Bahut mohabbat kar li tumne, ab juda ho jaao,
Maine tumhein apni umr ke kitne saal de diye,
Ab mere hisse ki khushiyon ko bhi aane do.
— Zulfikar ❤️
