-Zulfikar Inamdar
Ek Adhoori Mohabbat Ki Daastaan
“Main toh tere liye saari duniya se lad jaata,
Bas tujh mein hi kami thi mujhe paane ki zidd ki…”
Yeh title isliye khaas hai kyunki mohabbat dono taraf ho sakti hai, lekin kabhi-kabhi ek shakhs poori zindagi ladne ko taiyaar hota hai aur doosra ek qadam bhi nahi badhaata.
🥀 “Tu Ek Baar Zidd Toh Karti…”
Arz kiya hai ke…
Tune hi apne qadam peeche kar liye, Mujhme kahaan thi himmat tujhe ganwaane ki, Main toh saari duniya se baghawat kar jaata, Tu ek baar zidd toh karti mujhe paane ki.
Main apni har khushi tere naam likh deta, Tu wajah toh banti mere muskuraane ki, Main apni taqdeer se bhi lad kar tujhe le aata, Tu ek baar dua toh karti meri ho jaane ki.
Tujhe khone ka darr mujhe har pal sataata raha, Aur tujhe fikr hi na hui mujhe bachaane ki, Main teri ek haan par apni duniya chhod deta, Tu koshish toh karti ek qadam badhaane ki.
Teri khaamoshi ne woh faisla suna diya, Jo himmat na hui tere labon ko bataane ki, Main umr bhar teri aankhon mein jawaab dhoondhta raha, Aur tune mohlat bhi na di sawaal uthaane ki.
Maine toh apne khwaabon mein tera ghar basaaya tha, Tujhe jaldi thi un khwaabon se nikal jaane ki, Main tere saath budha hone ke sapne dekhta raha, Tu sochti rahi mujhse door chale jaane ki.
Sabse gehra zakhm tera bichhadna nahi tha, Takleef thi tere dil mein meri jagah na hone ki, Main toh tujhe khokar bhi tera hi raha, Aur tujhe zaroorat na padi palat kar aane ki.
Aaj bhi kabhi tanhaai mein sochta hoon, Kya kami reh gayi thi meri mohabbat nibhaane ki? Phir dil chupke se bas itna kehta hai, Mohabbat thi tujhe… toh zidd kyun na ki mujhe paane ki?
Na ab tujhe paane ki tamanna hai, Na khud ko tere dil se mitaane ki, Bas ek sawaal meri rooh mein zinda hai, Kya meri mohabbat itni aasaan thi bhulaane ki?
Aur sun…
Main toh tere liye khud ko bhi haar jaata, Tu ek baar wajah toh deti jeet jaane ki, Tune toh bina lade hi rishta chhod diya, Aur main umr bhar saza kaat-ta raha tujhe chaahne ki…
— Zulfikar 🥀❤️
Ek aakhri baat, jo is shayari ki rooh hai:
“Dukh is baat ka nahi ki woh meri na ho saki… dukh toh is baat ka hai ki jis mohabbat ke liye main apni poori duniya se ladne ko taiyaar tha, usne usi mohabbat ke liye khud se bhi ladna zaroori nahi samjha.”