“Sacchi mohabbat ka sabse gehra imtihaan ye nahi
-Zulfikar Inamdar
ke saamne wala humein kitna chahta hai…
balki ye hai ke uske badal jaane ke baad bhi
hamare dil mein uske liye
baddua ki jagah dua baaki rahe.”
Aur shayad isi liye…
kuch log humare naseeb mein nahi hote,
magar Allah unki mohabbat ko
hamari rooh mein itni gehraai se utaar deta hai
ke umr guzar jaati hai,
magar woh ehsaas nahi guzarta. 🤲🏻❤️🩹🌹
❤️🩹 “Uske Liye Mohabbat Aaj Bhi Wahi Hai…”
Arz kiya hai…
Koi mujhse poochhe kabhi,
“Woh tumhe kitni pasand hai?”
Toh main shayad uski khoobsurti ka zikr na karun,
na uski aadaton ki tareef karun,
na ye bataun ke uske saath guzara hua
har lamha mere liye kitna khaas hai…
Main bas itna kahunga—
“Tum usse meri aankhon se nahi,
mere dil se dekhoge,
tab samjhoge
ke woh mere liye kya hai…”
Woh chahe mujhe
baar-baar takleef de,
meri baaton ko samjhe bina
mujhse naraz ho jaaye,
kabhi meri khamoshi ko
meri galti samajh le,
kabhi meri mohabbat ko
meri kamzori samajh le…
Phir bhi…
Agar kisi din
woh sabse door khadi hokar
sirf ek baar mera naam pukaar de,
toh main shayad
uski saari shikayatein bhool jaaunga…
Kyunki kuch awaazein
sirf kaanon tak nahi pahunchti…
seedha us jagah jaati hain
jahan insaan ne kisi ko
saalon se sambhaal kar rakha hota hai.
Aur woh…
usi jagah rehti hai.
Na jaane kitne saal beet gaye,
kitne chehre aaye aur chale gaye,
kitne rishte bane aur bikhar gaye,
zindagi ne na jaane kitne rang badle…
Lekin uske liye meri nazar
aaj bhi nahi badli.
Wahi masoomiyat,
wahi fikr,
wahi bechaini,
wahi chupke se uski khushi ki dua karna…
Bas farq itna hai
ke bachpan mein
mohabbat ka matlab nahi jaanta tha,
aur aaj samajh aaya hai
ke shayad us waqt se hi
dil ne use apna maan liya tha.
Maine kabhi usse ye nahi kaha
ke tum mere liye kya ho…
shayad keh bhi nahi paaya.
Kuch mohabbatein
lafzon ki mohtaaj nahi hoti…
Woh bas aankhon mein reh jaati hain,
duaon mein utar jaati hain,
aur phir insaan ki aadat nahi,
uski fitrat ban jaati hain.
Kabhi-kabhi usse lekar
dil mein bahut shikayat hoti hai…
Sochta hoon—
“Itna dard kyun diya?”
“Har baar mujhe hi kyun samajhna pada?”
“Har baar maine hi kyun maaf kiya?”
Phir dil khud hi jawab deta hai—
“Kyunki tu usse sirf pasand nahi karta…
tu usse dil se chahta hai.”
Aur dil ki baat ajeeb hoti hai…
Jis shakhs se hum sabse zyada
umeed rakhte hain,
aksar wahi humein
sabse zyada rula deta hai.
Lekin phir bhi
jab uski aankhon mein
zara si udaasi nazar aaye,
toh apna saara dard bhool kar
dil sabse pehle uske liye dua karta hai.
Ye kaisi mohabbat hai…
ke apne aansu ka hisaab nahi,
uski aankhon ki nami ka fikr rehta hai.
Aaj agar woh mujhse kahe—
“Tumhe mujhse itni mohabbat kyun hai?”
Toh main shayad
kuch der khamosh rahunga…
Phir muskura kar kahunga—
“Mujhe nahi pata…”
Bas itna jaanta hoon
ke jab duniya ne mujhe
samajhne ki koshish chhod di,
tab bhi dil ne tera intezaar nahi chhoda.
Jab tere paas
mere liye waqt nahi tha,
tab bhi mere paas
tere liye dua thi.
Jab tune meri baaton ko
samajhna zaroori nahi samjha,
tab bhi maine
teri khamoshi ko samajhne ki koshish ki.
Aur jab kabhi
tune mujhe dard diya,
maine tujhe baddua dene ke bajaye
Allah se bas itna kaha—
“Ya Rab… ise hamesha khush rakhna.” 🤲🏻
Shayad isi ko mohabbat kehte hain…
Jahan insaan badla nahi leta,
bas khamosh ho jaata hai.
Jahan doori ke baad bhi
dil kisi ko paraya nahi maanta.
Jahan saalon ki narazgi
ek awaaz ke saamne haar jaati hai.
Aur jahan insaan ye bhi jaanta hai
ke shayad woh kabhi uska nahi hoga…
phir bhi dil uske liye
wahi jagah sambhaal kar rakhta hai.
Mujhe nahi maloom
meri zindagi ke aakhri safhe par
uska naam hoga ya nahi…
Lekin itna zaroor jaanta hoon—
Meri kahani ka
sabse khoobsurat hissa
woh zaroor rahegi.
Chahe woh mere saath chale
ya meri yaadon mein…
Chahe meri zindagi mein rahe
ya meri duaon mein…
Mohabbat uske liye
kam nahi hogi.
Kyunki kuch log
zindagi mein milkar
sirf zindagi ka hissa nahi bante…
woh zindagi ka woh ehsaas ban jaate hain
jise insaan chah kar bhi
apne andar se mita nahi paata.
Aur agar kabhi
bahut saalon baad
woh mujhe yaad kare…
Toh main chahta hoon
use meri koi shikayat yaad na aaye…
Bas itna yaad aaye—
“Ek shakhs tha,
jo mujhe samajh nahi paaya…
magar jisne mujhe
kabhi dil se bura nahi maana.” ❤️🩹
