-Zulfikar Inamdar
“Ya Allah, main apni galtiyon se thak gaya hoon, magar Teri rehmat se nahi. Mujhe apne kiye par nadamat hai, lekin Tere karam par aaj bhi poora yaqeen hai. Bas ab mere Maula, meri uljhi hui zindagi ko apni rehmat se suljha de.”
Ya Rab, Ab Is Imtehaan Se Nikaal De:
Ek thake hue dil ki apne Rab se guftagu…
To Arz kiya hai…
Ya Rab, thak gaya hoon main apni hi zindagi se,
Khud ko uljha baitha hoon apni hi saadgi se,
Kuch faisle mere the, kuch waqt ki majbooriyan,
Ab raasta bhi poochhta hoon apni hi bebasi se.
Na saare log bure the, na har shakhs bewafa tha,
Kuch kasoor mera bhi tha, jo mujhse chhupa na tha,
Jin raahon ko aasaan samajh kar chalta raha,
Unhi raahon mein dard ka ek samandar khada tha.
Roz apni hi galtiyon ka bojh uthata hoon,
Kabhi khud se ladta hoon, kabhi khud ko samjhata hoon,
Duniya ke saamne muskura deta hoon magar,
Tanhaayi mein apne aansuon ko chhupata hoon.
Ek mushkil se nikalta hoon, doosri saamne aa jaati hai,
Har nayi subah ek nayi fikr saath laati hai,
Kabhi lagta hai ab sab kuch sambhal jaayega,
Phir zindagi koi naya imtehaan dikha jaati hai.
Magar Ya Rab, main tera ehsaan kaise bhool jaaun,
Har andhere mein teri rehmat kaise bhool jaaun,
Jab jab laga ke ab koi raasta nahi bacha,
Tune raasta banaaya, ye karam kaise bhool jaaun.
Kitni baar gira hoon, tune sambhaal liya,
Kitni baar roya hoon, tune dil ko thaam liya,
Jab duniya ke darwaaze band nazar aaye,
Tune apni rehmat se naya dar khol diya.
Mere Maula, mere paas shukr ke alfaaz nahi,
Tere karam gin sakoon, meri itni aukaat nahi,
Meri har saans tere ehsaan ki gawaah hai,
Tere siwa mere dil ki koi panaah nahi.
Main maanta hoon, mujhse bahut khataayein hui hain,
Mere hi haathon meri raah mein uljhanein hui hain,
Magar tu toh dilon ke raaz bhi jaanta hai,
Meri khamoshiyon mein kitni fariyaadein hui hain.
Ya Allah, mujhe mere hi faislon se bacha le,
Meri uljhi hui zindagi ko phir se saja de,
Jo bojh mere bas se baahar ho chuka hai,
Apni rehmat se us bojh ko halka bana de.
Ai pareshaniyon mein sukoon ki neend dene Waale,
Ai toote hue dilon ko phir se jodne Waale,
Main thak gaya hoon apni mushkilon se ladte ladte,
Ab meri zindagi mein bhi aasaani likh de, Ya Maula.
Na main teri rehmat se mayoos hoon,
Na tere faislon se naaraaz hoon,
Bas ek thaka hua banda hoon tera,
Jo tere dar par apni fariyaad lekar aaya hoon.
Mujhe daulat se pehle dil ka sukoon ata kar,
Meri galtiyon ko sudhaarne ka junoon ata kar,
Jo haq kisi ka mujh par reh gaya ho, sukoon adaa kar,
Mujhe itni himmat aur itna wasila ata kar.
Mere Rab, mere kal ko mere aaj se behtar bana,
Meri har pareshani ko meri maghfirat ka zariya bana,
Main phir se muskura sakoon bina kisi darr ke,
Meri zindagi mein woh pur-sukoon savera laa.
Aur jab raat ki tanhaayi mein aankhein bhar aayein,
Jab dil ke saare dard phir se ubhar aayein,
Toh mere Maula, bas itna karam karna,
Mere dil ko yaqeen rahe ke Tu mere saath hai.
Ya Rab, main haarna nahi chahta,
Bas ab aur bikharna nahi chahta,
Mujhe is imtehaan se khairiyat ke saath nikaal de,
Main phir se jeena chahta hoon, sirf guzarna nahi chahta.
Aameen Ya Rabbal Aalameen.
