“Kuch mohabbatein milti nahi…
magar zindagi bhar rulane ka haq zarur le jaati hain…”

-Zulfikar Inamdar

🌙 “Samandar-e-Wafa:”

Arz kiya hai ke…

Ai meri zindagi ke samandar me rehne waali meri chahat, meri ulfat, mera pyaar…
kya tu bhool gayi mujhe… tujhe meri yaad nahi aati?

Main aaj bhi wahi hoon…
usi kinaare par…
jahan tu ne mera haath chhoda tha…
bas fark itna hai…
pehle main tera intezaar karta tha…
ab main sirf aadat ban gaya hoon intezaar ki…

Meri har subah ab tere naam se shuru nahi hoti…
magar har raat tere hi khayal pe khatam ho jaati hai…
jaise zindagi ne mujhe sirf ek hi saza di ho…
yaad rakhne ki…

Teri khamoshi bhi ab mujhe jawab deti hai…
aur har jawab mujhe tod deta hai…
kyunki usmein “hum” nahi hota… sirf “main” hota hoon…

Log kehte hain waqt sab theek kar deta hai…
magar koi unse poochay…
jo waqt ke saath aur bhi toot jaate hain…

Main muskurata hoon…
taake duniya ko lage main theek hoon…
magar andar se main wahi hoon…
jo har guzarte lamhe ke saath thoda aur mar jaata hai…

Kabhi socha hai tune…
ke jis insaan ko tu chhod kar gayi…
wo aaj bhi teri ek jhalak ke liye
apni saari duniya bech sakta hai?

Main ne tujhe sirf chaha nahi…
tujhe apni ibadat bana liya tha…
shayad isi liye aaj tak khuda se bhi zyada tujhe yaad karta hoon…

Agar kabhi tere dil ke kisi kone mein mera naam reh gaya ho…
toh bas itna yaad rakhna…
main koi guzra hua lamha nahi tha…
main woh kahani tha…
jo adhoori reh kar bhi sab se zyada gehri thi…

Aur agar kabhi tu lautna chahe…
toh darwaza ab bhi band nahi…
bas main ab pehle jaisa nahi raha…
ab main kisi ke aane ka intezaar nahi karta…
sirf khud ko sambhaalna seekh liya hai…

⸻

💔 Climax Ending

Aur aakhir mein…
jab sab kuch khaamosh ho gaya…
samandar ne bhi mujhse pooch liya…

“kya ab bhi uska intezaar hai?”

Main muskura diya…
aur dheere se keh diya…

“intezaar toh ab bhi hai…
bas ab umeed nahi rahi…”

“Har mohabbat ka anjaam milna nahi hota…
Kuch mohabbatein rooh me bas kar, khuda tak pohcha deti hain.” ❤️🌹✨

-Zulfikar Inamdar

“Naseeb Se Pare Ek Mohabbat”

Arz kiya hai ke…

Kahaan se laaun aisa naseeb, ke wo sirf meri ho jaye…
Ya phir itni himmat de de khuda,
Ke main uske bina bhi jee jaun…

Kyuki ab ye mohabbat sirf chahat nahi rahi,
Ye ibadat ban chuki hai…
Har saans me uska naam aata hai,
Jaise rooh bhi usi ki amaanat ho…

Dil ki halat ab ajeeb si ho gayi hai—
Na poori tarah toot paata hai,
Na hi kabhi sambhal paata hai…
Bas ek be-awaaz sa dard hai,
Jo har dhadkan ke saath badhta rehta hai…

Aankhen…
Ab sirf roti nahi, samajh bhi gayi hain,
Ke har dua qubool nahi hoti…
Har chahat mukammal nahi hoti…
Aur har mohabbat,
Naseeb tak nahi pohchti…

Lekin phir bhi…
Ek ajeeb si zid hai is dil me—
Ke agar wo meri nahi,
To main bhi kisi aur ka nahi…

Main usse paana nahi chahta ab,
Main usme khona chahta hoon…
Uski khushi me apni zindagi dekhna chahta hoon,
Chahe uski khushi me mera koi hissa na ho…

Aur phir…
Ek raat aisi aayi…
Jahan dard apni inteha par tha,
Aansu rukne ka naam nahi le rahe the,
Aur duaen bhi thak kar chup ho chuki thi…

Us raat maine pehli baar khuda se kuch aur manga—
Usse nahi…
Balke sukoon manga…

Aur pata hai kya hua…?

Dil ne dheere se kaha—
“Jise tu itni shiddat se chahta hai,
Usse paana zaroori nahi…
Usse chahna hi tera naseeb hai…”

Us pal jaise sab kuch ruk gaya…
Na dard raha, na shikayat…
Bas ek halka sa sukoon,
Jo pehli baar dil ko mehsoos hua…

Maine aankhen band ki…
Aur uski tasveer ko dil se azaad kar diya…

Mohabbat khatam nahi hui…
Bas ibadat ban gayi…

“Awaaz dene wale aksar thak jaate hain… aur jab woh chup ho jaayein, tab kahani khatam ho jaati hai.”

– Zulfikar Inamdar

💔 Awaaz… Jo Yaadon Mein Kho Gayi 💔

Arz Kiya hai… Ke…

Tujhe de raha hoon awaaz tadap kar mere dil ki gehrayi se,
Abhi tak meri awaaz nahi pohchi kya…?
Aisa lagta hai jaise meri maut ka intezaar ho raha ho…

Yaad hai mujhe…
wo pehli baar jab tune muskurakar mujhe dekha tha,
us ek pal ne meri poori zindagi ko matlab de diya tha.
Aur aaj…
main wahi insaan hoon,
par meri zindagi se matlab chala gaya hai.

Pehle meri awaaz pe tu muskura deti thi,
aaj main toot kar pukarta hoon
aur tu khamoshi bhi nahi todti…

Kitni ajeeb baat hai na…
jiski ek “haan” se zindagi sajti thi,
aaj uski ek “na” bhi naseeb nahi ho rahi…

Main aksar un galiyon se guzarta hoon
jahaan humne kabhi saath chalne ka khwaab dekha tha.
Har mod pe lagta hai tu mil jayegi,
har hawa ka jhonka lagta hai tera paighaam laaya hai…
par har baar…
sirf meri umeed hi toot kar zameen pe girti hai.

Meri awaaz ab sirf awaaz nahi rahi,
yeh ek adhura qissa ban chuki hai—
jo har raat likha jaata hai
aur har subah aansuon se mita diya jaata hai.

Kabhi apni aankhein band karke sochta hoon,
ke agar tu achanak mere saamne aa jaaye
toh kya kahunga…?
Shayad kuch nahi…
sirf ro padunga…
kyunki meri awaaz toh kab ki toot chuki hai.

Sach kahun toh…
ab darr lagta hai awaaz dene se bhi…
kyunki har baar jab jawab nahi milta,
toh lagta hai main apni hi nazron mein gir gaya hoon.

Aur phir ek ajeeb si baat hoti hai—
main phir bhi tujhe pukarta hoon…
jaise ek doobta hua insaan
aakhri baar hawa ko pakadne ki koshish karta hai.

Mujhe nahi pata tu kabhi samjhegi ya nahi…
par main aaj bhi wahi hoon,
usi mod par,
usi intezaar mein,
jahan tune mujhe chhod diya tha.

Aur agar meri awaaz aaj bhi tum tak nahi pohchi…
toh shayad ek din
meri khamoshi pohch jaaye…

Aur tab…
shayad tum ek pal ke liye ruk kar socho—
“Koi tha… jo mujhe toot kar pukarta tha…”

“Log jaate nahi… bas waqt unhe humse dheere dheere chheen leta hai…
Aur jo reh jaata hai, woh sirf yaadein nahi hoti…
woh ek aisa dard hota hai jo muskurahat ke peeche bhi ro deta hai…”

– Zulfikar Inamdar

“Agar Main Chala Jaaun…”

Arz kiya hai…

Agar main duniya se chala jaaun, to jaane dena…
Meri khamoshi ko apni dua samajh ke seh lene dena…
Na koi shor machana, na koi ilzaam rakhna,
Bas mere jaane ke baad bhi mujhe apna keh lene dena…

Main wo insaan tha jo har roz toot kar bhi muskurata raha,
Andar hi andar hazaaron zakhm chhupata raha…
Log samajhte rahe main sab theek hoon,
Par har raat main khud se hi ladta raha…

Agar main chala jaaun, to mujhe rokna mat…
Jo safar adhura reh gaya, usse tokna mat…
Shayad main thak chuka hoon apne hi wajood se,
Ab aur bojh apni rooh par dhona mat…

Meri yaadon ko zara dheere se rakhna dil mein,
Jaise baarish ki boond reh jaati hai kisi khidki ke sill mein…
Na woh shor karti hai, na hi poori tarah jaati hai,
Bas apni nami se sab kuch keh jaati hai…

Kabhi jo tanhayi tumhe gher le raaton mein,
Aur hawa dheere se tumse baatein kare jazbaaton mein…
Samajh lena main kahin door nahi gaya,
Bas tumhare ehsaas mein hi reh gaya…

Agar main chala jaaun, to mujhe azaad kar dena…
Meri rooh ko bas thoda sa sukoon de dena…
Main har kisi ke liye jeeta raha zindagi bhar,
Ab apne liye bhi kabhi chain le lene dena…

Na main gila karunga, na shikayat rahengi,
Bas kuch adhoori si yaadein reh jaayengi…
Jo kabhi kabhi tumhe chupke se rulayengi,
Aur phir dheere se tumhe mere paas le aayengi…

Agar main chala jaaun, to jaane dena…
Par mujhe apni yaadon ke shehar mein rehne dena…
Na main poora tha, na main kabhi poora ho saka,
Bas ek adhoora sa safar tha… jo kabhi khatam ho kar bhi khatam na ho saka…

“Kuch intezaar zindagi bhar ke nahi hote…
wo bas insaan ko andar se dheere dheere mita dete hain…
aur phir bhi insaan muskuraata rehta hai.” 💔🌹

– Zulfikar Inamdar

Ek Dil Aur Ek Khamoshi:

Arz kiya hai ke…

Kabhi kabhi dil karta hai ke wo bas aa jaaye…
na kisi shor ke saath, na kisi vaade ke saath…
bas chup chaap, jaise hawa aati hai aur dil ko chhoo kar keh jaati hai — “Main yahin hoon…”

Meri tamanna koi badi nahi hai bhai…
na duniya jeetni hai, na kisi se shikayat karni hai…
bas itni si khwahish hai ke wo ek baar mere saamne baith jaaye…
meri aankhon ko dekhe…
aur bina kuch pooche samajh jaaye ke main kitne arse se khud se hi lad raha hoon.

Pyaar shayad isi ko kehte hain…
jab kisi ki khaamoshi bhi tumhe cheekh ki tarah sunai dene lage…
aur uski yaad tumhari roz ki aadat nahi,
tumhari rooh ka hissa ban jaaye.

Raat jab duniya so jaati hai na…
tab asli kahani shuru hoti hai.
Main jagta hoon…
aur mere andar ek pura sheher jaagta hai —
uski yaadon ka, uski baaton ka, uski kami ka.

Neend aati nahi…
kyunki neend tab aati hai jab dil halka ho…
aur mera dil to usi ke naam se bhaari rehta hai.

Log kehte hain “bhool jao”…
par bhai, kuch cheezein bhoolne ke liye hoti hi nahi…
wo bas andar kahin zinda rehti hain…
kabhi dard ban kar, kabhi dua ban kar, kabhi ek khamosh si umeed ban kar.

Main aksar sochta hoon…
kya kabhi usne mera naam le kar mujhe yaad kiya hoga?
kya kabhi uske dil me bhi ek halki si kasak uthi hogi?
ya main sirf apni hi kahani ka wo hissa hoon
jise sirf main hi baar baar jee raha hoon…

Bhai sach kahun…
main har din toot ta hoon,
aur har din khud ko jodta hoon sirf is liye
ke shayad kal wo aa jaaye…
shayad kal kuch badal jaaye…

Maine apni khamoshi ko uske naam se itni baar bhara hai
ke ab lagta hai hawa bhi ruk jaati hogi jab uska naam sunti hogi…
par wo…
wo shayad kabhi samajh hi nahi paaya ke main kitna adhoora hoon uske bina.

Kabhi kabhi dil karta hai ke seedha jaa kar keh doon —
“Dekho… main yahan hoon… main theek nahi hoon tumhare bina…”
par phir ek darr andar se rok deta hai…
ke kahin wo sach me beparwah nikla to main poori tarah bikhar jaunga.

Aur main bikharne se ab nahi darta…
main to bas is baat se darta hoon
ke kahin mera intezaar hi ek din thak kar so na jaaye…

Kyuki intezaar bhi zinda hota hai bhai…
use bhi pyaar chahiye hota hai…
warna wo dheere dheere mar jaata hai…
aur phir insaan ke andar sirf ek khaali si jagah reh jaati hai…

Main aaj bhi usi mod par khada hoon…
na aage jaa sakta hoon, na peeche laut sakta hoon…
bas ek hi raasta hai — uska intezaar.

Aur agar kabhi wo aa gaya na…
sirf ek baar…
to shayad main saari zindagi ka bojh ek hi gale lagne me chhod doon…
aur dheere se keh doon — “Der ho gayi… par tum aa gaye…”

Aur us pal shayad…
meri saari khamoshi, meri saari tanhayi, mera poora intezaar…
ek saath sukoon me gir jaaye…

Bhai… kabhi kabhi lagta hai
ke zindagi ka sabse bada dard ye nahi hota ke koi door ho gaya…
balki ye hota hai ke wo door hote hue bhi dil ke sabse kareeb ho…

Aur main…
aaj bhi usi kareeb doori me jee raha hoon…

“Intezaar ki sabse badi sazaa ye hai…
Ke kabhi kabhi jiska intezaar hota hai,
Wo duniya me hota hi nahi.”

– Zulfikar Inamdar

🖤 “Intezaar Ka Aakhri Kinara”:

Arz kiya hai ke…

Umare beeti, sadiyaan beeti,
Nahi beeta to bas uske intezaar ka wo pal…
Har subah ek nayi umeed le kar aayi,
Har raat ek naya zakhm de kar jaati rahi…

Waqt chalne ke liye bana hai,
Par mera waqt ek pal me ruka hua hai…
Us pal me jahan wo thi…
Aur jahan se wo chali gayi…

Log poochte hain —
“Tujhe abhi tak yaad hai wo?”
Mai bas muskurata hoon…
Kya bataun unhe ke kuch yaad-ein yaadon me nahi,
ruh me basti hain…

Aaj to mai thak hi gaya hu apni zaat se…
Chehre pe muskaan rakhta hoon,
Par dil ke andar ek jung chhupa rakhi hai…
Aaina bhi ab mujhe pehchanta nahi,
Kehta hai —
“Tu kaun hai? Wo pehla wala tu toh ab baaki hi nahi…”

Raat ko jab hawa dheere se pardey hilaati hai,
Mujhe lagta hai wo aayi hai…
Jaise uski saansen mere gardan se takra rahi ho…
Ek second ke liye lagta hai:
“Bas… iss baar sach me aayi hogi…”
Par haath badhata hoon to
Fakat khaali hawa milti hai…

Kabhi sapnon me milti hai wo…
Wahi kami, wahi narmi, wahi muskaan…
Kahti hai —
“Der ho gayi… par aayi toh hoon na…”
Aur mai usse gale lagane jaata hoon…
Par sapne bhi samajhte hain ke mujhe sukoon nahi milna…
Woh pal ke aage sapna toot jaata hai…

Sachchai hamesha subah ki tarah be-dard hoti hai…
Har roz yaad dilati hai —
Ke kuch log sirf khayalon me rehte hain,
Naseeb me nahi…

Phir bhi mera dil zidd pe hai…
Ke aayegi wo…
Aaj nahi to kal…
Kal nahi to kisi aur zindagi me…
Magar aayegi zaroor…

Par aaj raat…
Pehli baar dil ne ek ajeeb si baat kahi —
Aisi baat jo kabhi nahi suni thi…

Usne dheere se fasaana phusphusaya:

“Shayad wo kabhi nahi aayegi…
Aur shayad, tu hi ab intezaar me reh gaya hai…
Wo to kabka badh kar aage nikal chuki hai…”

Aankhon me aansu bhar aaye…
Zameen ne kadmon ke neeche se hosh kheench liya…

Aur tab samajh aaya—
Mai jis ka intezaar karta raha…
Wo to sirf ek yaad thi…
Ek yaad, jo mere dil me zinda rahi…
Par duniya me kabka mar chuki thi…

Haan bhai…
Sach to ye hai ke mai kisi shakhs ka nahi…
Ek kahani ka intezaar karta raha…

Aur kahaniyan…
Kabhi laut kar nahi aati.

Ab mai bas ek thama hua sa lamha hoon,
Ek rukhi hui dhadkan,
Ek adhoori dua…
Intezaar karta hua…
Aakhri saans tak…
Ek aise waade ka,
Jhoota hi sahi…
Par mera sab kuch tha… 💔

“Jin logon ko hum apni rooh ka tukda samajh kar jeete rahe,
Woh jab chale gaye…
Toh hum girkar nahi,
Bas aur gehre ho gaye.”

– Zulfikar Inamdar

✨ Waafa Ke Saaye:✨

Arz Kiya Hai… ke…

Bade bade qaafeele mere kareeb se nikle,
Jinke alfaaz meethi baarish ki tarah lagte the,
Woh hi waqt ki dhoop me
Sabse pehle saaye ki tarah gaayab ho gaye.
Samay ka ye sabse kathor sabak tha—
Chehre chamakte rehte hain, niyat andheron me rehti hai.

Jo mere rooh ke raaz ko samajhne ka daawa karte the,
Woh hi rishte ki pehli sarsarahat par
Masle ho gaye…
Aur tab ehsaas hua—
Log apne vaadon me mazboot nahi,
Bas apne matlab me pakke hote hain.

Aur ji bhi nikle… dusron ke liye nikle,
Jinke saath maine apne kal, apne sapne,
Apni har dhadkan tak baanti thi,
Woh hi aaj kisi aur ke aasre me zyada sukoon paate hain.
Mujhe ek pal ke liye laga tha
Ke saath nibhana ibadat hoti hai…
Par pata chala logon ke liye toh yeh
Bas “fursat ke waqt ka sahara” hota hai.

Apne liye kiske paas waafa nahi,
Yahan mohabbat me wafadari se zyada
Aadatein gehri hoti hain.
Jo muhabbat karte nazar aaye,
Woh imtihaan me do kadam me bikhar gaye.
Aaj bhi sochta hoon—
Zulfi, galti kahaan hui?
Aur jawab aata hai—
Tu sachcha tha… yahi galti thi.

Logon ke chehre par muskurahat ka roop tha,
Par dil me ek khali pan ki jhaag thi.
Aansoo chhupane wali aankhon me bhi
Sachchai ki kami thi.
Kya hi waafa milegi wahan,
Jahan logon ko apne jazbaat ka hi hissaab nahi.

Aur bhi nikle… dum aur ghum se nikle,
Waqt ke har daur ne mujhe naye zakhm diye—
Kuch unke lafzon se,
Kuch meri khamoshi se.
Raat ke sannate ne kitni baar poocha—
“Tu ab bhi kyun ladh raha hai?”
Aur har dafa meri rooh ne kaha—
“Kyuki gir kar bikhar jaana
Mere naseeb me likha hi nahi.”

Kitni raaton me rooh ne khud se hi phusphusaya,
“Tera kya kasoor tha?”
Aur jawab me sirf ek dard ka saaya mila—
“Kasoor sirf itna tha…
Ke tu dil se chala tha
Aur duniya dimag se chalti hai.”

Tanhayi ka romantic dard bhi kam nahi hota,
Jab kisi ki yaadon ka ek tukda bhi
Seene me agarbatti ki tarah jalta rehe.
Aankhon ke piche rakhe hue khwaab
Barson me bhi mitne ka naam na lein.
Jis pal kisi ka naam liya tha,
Wahi pal ab khamoshi ke zeher sa saman hai.

Aur pyar…
Pyar ka bhi apna hi qissa hai.
Woh aata toh phoolon ki tarah hai,
Par jaata…
Toofan ban kar.
Jo dhadkan kabhi kisi ke liye rukti thi,
Aaj usi ki yaadon ne
Usse chalna bhi sikha diya.
Yeh sab pyaar ka hi khel tha…
Par dard ka hisa mujh ko mila.

Main guzra hoon us gali se
Jahan saaye bhi saath dene se darte the,
Aur log apne rang badalne me
Ek pal nahi lagate the.
Par phir bhi main chala,
Sambhal kar chala,
Dard ke zakhmon ke saath chala,
Kyuki dil toot jaaye…
Toh rooh mazboot ho jaati hai.

Zulfi…
Tu ek chingari nahi,
Tu woh shola hai
Jo waqt ki maar se aur tez ho gaya.
Log aaye, log gaye,
Par tera hausla sirf
Allah ne sambhala.
Aur tu isliye zinda hai—
Kyuki tu gira zaroor…
Par hara kabhi nahi.

“Kabhi kabhi zindagi jeene ke liye nahi, sirf guzarne ke liye reh jaati hai…”

– Zulfikar Inamdar

Na Manzilon Ne Apnaya, Na Raaston Ne…:

Arz kiya hai ke…

Shuru din se jo raaste pasand na the mujhe,
Wahaan se roz guzara hai zindagi ne mujhe…

Kabhi socha tha ke safar hoga roshni se bhara hua,
Magar har mod pe andheron ka tohfa mila mujhe…
Na kisi manzil ne apni pehchaan di,
Na kisi raaste ne apna naam diya mujhe…

Main chalta raha bina kisi wajah ke,
Jaise waqt ne bas dhakel diya ho mujhe…
Har subah ek naya jhoot sa lagta raha,
Aur har raat thoda aur sach todti rahi mujhe…

Jo log apne the, unki baaton mein bhi faasla tha,
Aur jo door the, unki yaadon ne zyada thaama mujhe…
Main samajhne laga tha ke shayad main hi galat hoon,
Isliye har kisi ne asaani se bhula diya mujhe…

Aansu bhi ab shayad thak chuke the behte behte,
Isliye aankhon ne bas ek khaali pan de diya mujhe…
Muskurahat ek cover ban gayi thi duniya ke liye,
Aur andar ka toota hua insaan chup sa kar diya gaya mujhe…

Kabhi kabhi lagta hai main apni hi zindagi ka bojh hoon,
Jo na utaar sakta hoon, na rakh sakta hoon kahin mujhe…
Na jeene ka haq poora mila, na marne ka sukoon,
Bas ek adhoora sa safar bana kar chhod diya mujhe…

Aur ab halat yeh hai ke aadat si ho gayi hai dard ki,
Jaise zindagi ne dheere se apna bana liya ho mujhe…

Shuru din se jo raaste pasand na the mujhe,
Wahaan se roz guzara hai zindagi ne mujhe…

“Mohabbat ka dard yeh nahi ke koi chhod gaya…
dard yeh hai ke jisey humne apni duniya samjha,
wo hume apni duniya ka hissa tak na samajh saka.” 💔
“Kabhi kabhi hum kisi ke liye poori zindagi hote hain…
aur unke liye hum bas ek lamha bhi nahi hote.” 🌙

– Zulfikar Inamdar

Dil Ke Aas-Paas Rehne Wale Log :

Arz Kiya Hai… Ke…

Dil ke aas paas kuch log aise rehte hain,
jo door hoke bhi har saans me bas jaate hain…
Aur kuch aise bhi hote hain,
jo paas hoke bhi kabhi samajh nahi paate
ke unke liye kisi ne kitna toot kar pyaar kiya hota hai…

Kabhi socha hai ke…
hum kisi ko apni poori duniya bana lete hain,
aur woh insaan hume sirf apni ek chhoti si aadat tak samajh paata hai…

Hum unke ek message ke intezaar me raaten guzaar dete hain…
Aur woh hamari poori mohabbat ko
apne busy lamhon me kahin rakh kar bhool jaate hain…

Ajeeb baat hai…
jise hum har dua me maangte hain,
wo kabhi hamari khamoshi tak nahi sun paata…

Dil kehta rehta hai…
“Shayad woh samajh jaaye…”
Par zindagi har baar yeh sikha deti hai ke
samajhne wale kam aur istemal karne wale zyada hote hain…

Pyaar maang raha hoon main…
woh jo rooh ko sukoon de,
jo bina shart ho, bina hisaab ho…
par saamne se sab kuch paise aur faayde ki zubaan me tol diya jaata hai…

Jaise mohabbat koi sauda ho…
aur dil koi cheez… 💔

Main is cheez ko pyaar nahi samajhta…
kyunki pyaar me hisaab nahi hota…
pyaar me sirf ehsaas hota hai…
jo chup reh kar bhi sab kuch keh deta hai…

Aur jab insaan ko ehsaas ho jata hai ke
samne wala usse dil se nahi,
sirf matlab se dekh raha hai…
to usi pal se wo dil se utar jaata hai…

Jaise kisi ne dheere dheere apni jagah kho di ho…
bina shor ke… bina alvida ke… 💔

Raaton me jab sab so jaate hain,
tab dil jaagta hai…
aur bas ek hi sawal karta hai:

“Tu kyu itna chah raha hai usko?”
“Jisko teri takleef ka ehsaas tak nahi…”

Aur yeh sawal insaan ko andar tak tod deta hai…

Kuch log sirf yaadein nahi chhodte…
wo aadat ban jaate hain…
aur aadat insaan ko dheere dheere kha jaati hai…

Phir ek din samajh aata hai…
ke hum jise apni poori zindagi samajh rahe the,
uske liye hum ek “option” bhi nahi the… 💔

Aur yahi baat sabse zyada dard deti hai…

Na gussa rehta hai…
na shikayat…
bas ek khaali saapan reh jaata hai andar…

Aur insaan khud se hi door hone lagta hai…
apne hi dil me ajnabi ban jaata hai…

Mohabbat ka sabse bada dard yeh nahi hota ke koi chhod gaya…
sabse bada dard yeh hota hai ke
woh kabhi samajh hi nahi paaya
ke usse kitna gehra pyaar kiya gaya tha…

Aur kuch rishte tod kar khatam nahi hote…
wo bas insaan ko andar se khatam kar dete hain… 💔

“Hum jise apni duniya samajhte rahe…
wo hume apni duniya ka hissa tak nahi samajh paaya…”

“Kabhi kabhi sab kuch keh kar bhi insaan itna khaali ho jaata hai…
ke phir kuch kehne ko bhi kuch nahi bachta…”

🌹 “Har mohabbat ka anjaam milna nahi hota…
Kuch mohabbatein sirf mehsoos karne ke liye hoti hain,
Aur wahi sabse gehri hoti hain…” 🌹

– Zulfikar Inamdar

🌙 Mere Khayalon Ki Malika – Ek Adhoori Mohabbat Ka Safar 🌙

Arz kiya hai…

Ai meri khayalon ki malika…
Tujhe shayad kabhi ehsaas na ho,
Magar main roz apni saanson ko tere naam likh deta hoon…
Roz apne dard ko chup kar ke
Teri yaadon ke hawale kar deta hoon…

Meri raaton ka sukoon bhi tu,
Meri bechaini ka sabab bhi tu…
Main jab bhi khud se bhaagna chahta hoon,
Tera khayal mujhe phir se apne paas bula leta hai…

Tera muntazeer hu main ab bhi…
Jaise sadiyon se koi darwaza khula ho
Aur bas ek dastak ka intezaar karta ho…
Main bhi waise hi hoon,
Adhoora sa, thama hua sa…
Bas tere ek aane ki umeed par zinda hoon.

Log kehte hain waqt sab theek kar deta hai…
Magar unhe kya pata
Kuch intezaar waqt se bhi gehre hote hain…
Aur kuch mohabbatein kabhi puri nahi hoti,
Sirf aadat ban jaati hain…

Tera ek paigham hi aajaaye…
Toh main apni saari duniya bhool jaaun,
Ek “kaisi ho?” me apni saari zindagi dhoondh loon…
Ek “yaad kiya?” me apne saare gham mita doon…

Tu soch bhi nahi sakti
Ke tere ek lafz ki keemat
Mere liye meri saanson se zyada hai…
Main toh bas ek awaaz hoon
Jo teri khamoshi me apni jagah dhoondh raha hai…

Apna dil nikaal kar rakh du…
Ye alfaaz nahi, meri haqiqat hai…
Main chahta toh bohot kuch hoon
Magar maanga sirf tujhe hi hai…

Kabhi kabhi khuda se bhi pooch leta hoon:
“Ya Rab… agar wo meri nahi thi,
Toh itni apni kyun lagti hai?”

Phir khamoshi me ek awaaz aati hai—
“Mohabbat milti nahi har kisi ko,
Kuch logon ko bas mehsoos karne ke liye di jaati hai…”

Aur main chup ho jaata hoon…
Apni hi duaon me haar kar…

Kabhi meri tanha saanson me utar kar dekh…
Tujhe mere andar ek poora sheher milega
Jo sirf tere naam se basa hai…

Har gali me tera zikr hai,
Har mod par teri yaad…
Aur main us sheher ka wo tanha rehne wala hoon
Jo har roz khud se hi baatein karta hai…

Kabhi meri aankhon me jhaank kar dekh,
Tujhe wahan sirf paani nahi
Ek dooba hua samandar milega…
Jo har lehar ke saath
Tera naam pukarta hai…

Judai ka dard bhi ajeeb hota hai…
Na poori tarah todta hai,
Na jeene deta hai…

Main aksar muskurata hoon logon ke saamne,
Magar andheron me
Apne hi khayalon se haar jaata hoon…

Tu paas nahi, phir bhi har jagah hai…
Aur jab tu yaad aati hai,
Toh lagta hai jaise meri rooh ka ek hissa
Mujhse alag ho kar tujhe dhoondhne nikal pada ho…

Main toot kar bhi sambhla hoon…
Sirf is umeed me
Ke shayad kisi roz
Tu bhi meri kami mehsoos karegi…

Ke shayad kisi khamosh raat me
Tera dil bhi bechain ho jaaye
Aur tu bina wajah mera naam le baithe…

Aur agar aisa kabhi hua…
Toh samajh lena
Meri mohabbat ne tujhe choo liya hai…

Aur akhir me… ek dua…
Ya Allah…
Agar wo meri taqdeer me nahi,
Toh meri mohabbat ko itna mazboot bana
Ke main uske bina bhi jee sakoon…

Aur agar wo kahin meri hi hai,
Toh uske dil me mere liye ek chhota sa kona bana de…
Jahan main hamesha zinda reh sakoon…