“Mohabbat ki sabse gehri haar ye nahi ke woh shakhs tumhe mila nahi… balki ye hai ke tum jaante ho woh tumhara kabhi hoga nahi, phir bhi jab dua ke liye haath uthte hain, dil apne liye kuch maangne se pehle uski khushi maang leta hai.”

-Zulfikar Inamdar

🖤 “Tum Meri Na Hokar Bhi… Meri Dua Rahi”

Arz kiya hai…

Tumhe haasil karna meri mohabbat ki shart kab thi,
Maine toh tumhe us din bhi chaha tha
Jab mujhe maloom tha
Ke tumhari manzil tak jaane wale raaste mein
Mera naam kahin likha hi nahi hai…

Maine tumse mohabbat
Tumhe apna banane ke liye nahi ki thi,
Bas tumhe dekha…
Dil ko tum achhi lagi…
Aur phir na jaane kab
Meri har khamoshi ke andar
Tumhara zikr rehne laga…

Tumhe shayad kabhi khabar bhi na ho
Ke tumhari ek muskurahat ke liye
Maine kitni baar apne aansuon se samjhauta kiya hai…

Tum udaas na ho,
Isliye apna dard chhupa liya…

Tum pareshan na ho,
Isliye apni mohabbat chhupa li…

Aur tum mujhse door na ho jao,
Is darr se…

Kabhi tumse ye bhi nahi kaha
Ke tumhare bagair
Mere andar kya-kya toot jaata hai…

Mohabbat ajeeb thi meri…

Tumse koi haq nahi maanga,
Koi wada nahi maanga,
Koi rishta nahi maanga…

Bas jab bhi zindagi ne
Mujhe dua ke liye haath uthane diye,
Na jaane kyun
Meri apni zaruratein peeche reh gayin
Aur tumhara naam
Sabse pehle dil par aa gaya…

Tum meri kismat mein nahi thi,
Magar meri har dua mein thi…

Isse badhkar kisi ki haar kya hogi
Ke jise duniya se chhupakar
Apni rooh ke sabse mehfooz kone mein rakha,
Ek din usi ko
Kisi aur ki duniya bante hue dekhna pada…

Aur isse badhkar mohabbat kya hogi
Ke dil andar se cheekhta raha—

“Kaash tum meri hoti…”

Aur hont phir bhi dua karte rahe—

“Jahan bhi rahe… khush rahe.”

Kabhi-kabhi sochta hoon,
Agar tum meri ho jaati
Toh shayad mohabbat ek kahani ban kar reh jaati…

Magar tum meri na hui,
Isliye tum
Meri kahani se nikal kar
Meri rooh ka ek hissa ban gayi…

Ab tumhe bhoolne ki koshish bhi nahi karta…

Kuch log bhulaye nahi jaate,
Unhe bas dil ke ek aise kamre mein rakh diya jaata hai
Jiska darwaza hum duniya ke saamne
Kabhi nahi kholte…

Wahan tum aaj bhi ho…

Wahi muskurahat,
Wahi chehra,
Wahi aankhein…

Aur wahi main…

Jo tumse kehna toh bahut kuch chahta tha,
Magar tumhe kho dene ke darr se
Kabhi kuch keh hi nahi saka…

Log kehte hain,
“Jab woh tumhari hui hi nahi,
Toh itni mohabbat kyun?”

Main muskura deta hoon…

Unhe kaise samjhaun—

Mohabbat milkiyat nahi hoti…

Har khoobsurat cheez par
Naam likhna zaroori nahi hota…

Chaand kisi ek ka nahi hota,
Phir bhi kitne log
Usse dekhkar apni raat guzaar dete hain…

Tum bhi mere liye
Kuch aisi hi thi…

Tumhe chhoo lene ki zid se zyada
Tumhe khush dekhne ki tamanna thi…

Tumhe apna kehne ki khwahish se zyada
Tumhare liye dua karne mein sukoon tha…

Haan, dard hota tha…

Bahut hota tha…

Jab sochta tha ke
Tumhari zindagi ke khoobsurat lamhon mein
Shayad mera koi hissa nahi hoga…

Tum kisi aur ke saath hansogi,
Kisi aur se apne din ki baatein kahogi,
Kisi aur ke intezaar mein waqt dekhogi…

Aur main?

Main shayad tumhari zindagi ki
Ek aisi khamosh kahani rahunga
Jise tumne kabhi padha hi nahi…

Magar phir bhi
Tumse koi shikayat nahi…

Kyunki mohabbat mein
Sabse khoobsurat maqam shayad wahi hai
Jahan insaan apni khwahish se pehle
Mehboob ki khushi rakh deta hai…

Isliye agar kabhi
Tumhe meri yaad aaye…

Toh ye mat sochna
Ke maine tumhe bhula diya hoga…

Bas itna samajh lena—

Maine tumhara zikr karna chhod diya hoga,
Tumhe chahna nahi…

Maine tumhari tasveer dekhna chhod diya hoga,
Tumhe mehsoos karna nahi…

Maine tumhara intezaar chhod diya hoga,
Magar tumhare liye
Khair maangna nahi…

Aur jis din
Mujhe poora yaqeen ho jaayega
Ke tum kabhi meri nahi ho sakti…

Us din bhi meri mohabbat
Tumse koi hisaab nahi maangegi…

Bas meri dua ka andaaz badal jaayega—

Pehle kehta tha,
“Ya Allah, use meri kismat bana de…”

Aur phir kahunga—

“Ya Allah,
agar uski kismat mein main nahi,
toh uski zindagi mein
aisa shakhs zaroor likhna
jo uski aankhon mein aansu aane se pehle
uska dard samajh jaaye…

Jo uski khamoshi ko nazarandaaz na kare,
jo uski muskurahat ki hifazat kare,
aur jo use utni mohabbat de…
jitni mohabbat main
use kabhi keh hi nahi saka…”

Bas ek chhoti si guzarish aur hogi—

Uski zindagi itni khoobsurat kar dena
Ke use kabhi meri kami mehsoos na ho…

Aur mujhe itna sabr de dena
Ke uski khushi dekhkar
Meri aankhein nam toh hon…

Magar meri dua kabhi kam na ho.

Kyunki woh meri hui ya nahi,
Ab ye sawaal hi kahan raha…

Mere liye toh mohabbat ka matlab
Us din hi badal gaya tha
Jis din maine usse paane se zyada
Uske khush rehne ki tamanna ki thi…

Aur agar kabhi
Zindagi ke kisi mod par
Tumhe ye alfaaz mil jaayein…

Aur padhte-padhte
Tumhara dil achanak khamosh ho jaaye…

Toh ek pal ke liye sochna—

Kahin duniya ke kisi kone mein
Ek shakhs aisa bhi tha…

Jisne tumhe paaya nahi,
Phir bhi tumhe khoya hua maanta raha…

Jiska tum par koi haq nahi tha,
Phir bhi tumhari fikr
Apno se badhkar karta raha…

Jise tumhari zindagi mein
Jagah shayad kabhi mili hi nahi…

Magar jiski duaon mein
Tumhari jagah kabhi kisi aur ko mili hi nahi…

Aur meri mohabbat ki
Sabse khoobsurat…
Aur sabse dardnaak sachchai
Bas itni si rahegi—

Tum meri kabhi nahi hui…

Magar maine tumhe kabhi
“Gair” bhi nahi samjha. 🖤🥀

“Mujhe dard is baat ka nahi ke log badal gaye…
dard toh is baat ka hai ke unhe samajhte-samajhte
main khud woh insaan nahi raha, jo kabhi hua karta tha.
Phir bhi ek cheez bacha kar rakhi hai—mera dil;
kyunki mujhe todne walon ki sabse badi haar yahi hai
ke main toot kar bhi unke jaisa nahi bana.” ❤️‍🩹

-Zulfikar Inamdar

🖤 “Mere Andar Ka Woh Shakhs Mar Gaya…”

Arz kiya hai…

Mujhe barbaad karne ke liye
Kisi dushman ki zarurat hi nahi padi,
Mere apne hi kaafi the…
Jo gale toh mohabbat se mile,
Magar har mulaqat ke baad
Mere andar kuch na kuch todte chale gaye…

Main woh shakhs tha
Jo kisi ke chehre par udaasi dekh kar
Apni khushi bhool jaata tha,
Kisi ki aankh mein aansu aa jaaye
Toh wajah jaane bina
Uska dard apna bana leta tha…

Mujhe kya khabar thi
Ke duniya mein kuch log
Dil tak pahunchte hi isliye hain,
Taake ek din wahi dil
Sabse behtar tareeqe se tod sakein…

Meri saadgi mera gunaah nahi thi,
Magar logon ne uski saza
Mujhe umr bhar ke liye de di…

Kisi ne meri mohabbat ko aadat samjha,
Kisi ne meri wafaa ko majboori,
Kisi ne meri khamoshi ko kamzori samjha,
Aur kisi ne mere sabr ko
Apni hadd paar karne ki ijazat…

Main har baar khamosh raha…

Isliye nahi ke mere paas
Jawab nahi tha,
Balki isliye ke jinse mohabbat ho
Unse lafzon ki jung jeet kar bhi
Insaan aksar rishta haar jaata hai…

Main rishton ko bachata raha,
Aur dheere-dheere
Khud ko khota raha…

Ek waqt aaya
Jab aaine ke saamne khada hua
Toh chehra mera hi tha,
Magar aankhon mein
Woh purana insaan nahi mila…

Maine khud se poocha—

“Kahan gaya woh shakhs
Jo chhoti si baat par khush ho jaata tha?
Jo logon ke laut aane ki umeed rakhta tha?
Jo maafi maange bina bhi maaf kar deta tha?
Jo toot kar bhi kehta tha—
Koi baat nahi…”

Aaina khamosh raha…

Magar meri aankhon se gira hua
Ek aansu jaise keh gaya—

“Woh shakhs mara nahi…
Bas logon ko khush rakhte-rakhte
Apne andar kahin dafan ho gaya hai…”

Us din samajh aaya,
Meri zindagi ka sabse bada nuksaan
Kisi ka mujhe chhod jaana nahi tha…

Sabse bada nuksaan toh ye tha
Ke logon ko rokne ki koshish mein
Main khud se bichhad gaya…

Kitni raaton ko
Takkiye ne meri aankhon ki nami sambhali hai,
Kitni baar dil cheekha hai
Aur honton ne kaha—
“Main theek hoon…”

Ye “main theek hoon” bhi
Kitna ajeeb jhoot hai…

Kehne mein sirf teen lafz,
Magar unke peeche
Kitni adhoori khwahishein,
Kitne toote bharose,
Kitne chupaye hue aansu,
Aur kitne dafan sawaal hote hain—
Ye sirf kehne wala jaanta hai…

Ab mujhe kisi ke jaane se
Utna darr nahi lagta…

Darr toh ab kisi ke
bahut kareeb aane se lagta hai…

Kyunki door jaane wale
Sirf door jaate hain,
Magar bahut kareeb aakar jaane wale
Apne saath insaan ka
Ek hissa bhi le jaate hain…

Isliye ab koi kahe
“Main hamesha tumhare saath rahunga…”
Toh dil khush hone se pehle
Ghabra jaata hai…

Kyunki “hamesha” ke waade hi
Aksar sabse jaldi
“kabhi nahi” mein badalte dekhe hain…

Ab main logon se
Shikayat bhi nahi karta…

Kya faayda kisi ko batane ka
Ke usne kahan dard diya,
Jab teer chalane wale ko
Pehle se maloom tha
Ke dil kahan hai…

Ab toh bas chup ho jaata hoon…

Aur meri ye khamoshi
Meri haar nahi hai…

Ye un tamaam cheekhon ka qabristan hai
Jinhe kabhi kisi ne suna hi nahi…

Kabhi-kabhi dil chahta hai
Ke phir se pehle jaisa ho jaaun,
Bina soche kisi par bharosa kar loon,
Khul kar hansu,
Befikr mohabbat karun,
Aur kisi ko apna kehne se pehle
Sau sawaal na karun…

Magar phir guzra hua waqt
Mera haath pakad leta hai…

Aur kehta hai—

“Wapas us jagah mat jaana
Jahan se khud ko sametne mein
Tumhe saalon lag gaye…”

Isliye ab maine
Logon ko maaf karna seekh liya hai…

Magar unhe dobara
Wahi jagah dena nahi…

Main kisi se badla nahi chahta,
Kisi ki barbaadi ki dua nahi karta,
Kisi ke aansu dekhkar
Mujhe sukoon nahi milta…

Kyunki itna sab hone ke baad bhi
Mere andar ek cheez
Abhi tak zinda hai—

Mera dil…

Woh dil
Jise duniya ne patthar banana chaha,
Magar woh aaj bhi
Kisi ka dard dekhkar pighal jaata hai…

Bas farq itna hai—

Pehle main har kisi ke liye
Apna darwaza khula rakhta tha,
Ab dastak sunta hoon…
Chehra pehchanta hoon…
Niyat samajhta hoon…
Phir dil kholta hoon…

Log ise mera badal jaana kehte hain…

Main ise apne bache hue hisse ko
Bacha lena kehta hoon…

Aur agar kabhi
Woh log mujhe yaad karein
Jinhone mujhe andar se toda tha,
Toh unse meri koi shikayat mat kehna…

Bas itna keh dena—

“Jise tumne kamzor samajhkar toda tha,
Woh toot toh gaya tha…
Magar bikhar kar bhi
Tumhare jaisa nahi bana.”

Usne nafrat nahi seekhi,
Badla nahi seekha,
Kisi ka dil todna nahi seekha…

Usne bas
Khamosh rehna seekh liya,
Akele chalna seekh liya,
Aansu chhupana seekh liya,
Aur un logon ke bagair jeena seekh liya
Jinke bagair kabhi
Jeene ka tasavvur tak nahi tha…

Aur haan…

Mujhe mere purane roop mein
Dhoondhne ki koshish mat karna…

Woh insaan
Jo har kisi ko apna maanta tha,
Jo baar-baar toot kar bhi
Wahi bharosa lekar laut aata tha…

Woh ab kahin nahi milta…

Kyunki kuch log
Meri zindagi se sirf guzre nahi the…

Woh jaate-jaate
Mere andar ka ek poora zamana
Apne saath le gaye… 🖤🥀

“Zindagi bhar hum un cheezon ke peeche bhaagte rahe
jinhe duniya kehti thi ‘khushi’…
aur jab thak kar Allah ke saamne baith gaye,
tab samajh aaya—
humein duniya nahi,
sirf dil ka sukoon chahiye tha.” ❤️‍🩹🤲🏻

-Zulfikar Inamdar

🖤 “Jo Chaha Tha, Woh Mila Hi Nahi…”

Arz kiya hai…

Zindagi ne bahut kuch diya mujhe,
magar jo dil ne maanga,
woh kabhi mila hi nahi…

Kabhi khwahishon ka bazaar dekha,
kabhi apno ki mehfil mein baitha,
kabhi khud ko duniya ki bheed mein dhoonda,
magar har jagah se laut kar
apne hi andar tanha mila.

Maine bhi socha tha
ek din sab kuch theek ho jayega,
jo toot gaya hai woh jud jayega,
jo door chala gaya hai woh laut aayega…

Lekin waqt ne dheere se samjha diya—
har intezaar ka anjaam mulaqat nahi hota,
aur har dua ka jawab
hamari marzi ke mutabiq nahi hota.

Bahut kuch haasil kiya
sirf isliye ke shayad dil bhar jaaye…
Magar ajeeb bhookh thi is dil ki—
cheezon se nahi,
apnapan se mitni thi.

Ghar tha,
magar ghar jaisa sukoon nahi tha…
Log the,
magar koi dil ke qareeb nahi tha…
Muskurane ki wajahen bhi mili,
magar aankhon mein chhupi nami
kisi ne padhne ki koshish nahi ki.

Kabhi kisi ke liye
khud se zyada socha,
kabhi kisi ki khushi ke liye
apni khushi peeche kar di…
Aur jab meri baari aayi,
toh pata chala—

Main sabki zaroorat tha,
magar kisi ki zaroorat
main khud nahi tha.

Kitni ajeeb baat hai na…

Hum jin logon ke liye
apni duniya chhoti kar dete hain,
kabhi-kabhi unki duniya mein
hamare liye ek kona bhi nahi hota.

Phir hum shikayat karna chhod dete hain…
sawaal karna chhod dete hain…
aur ek din
umeed rakhna bhi chhod dete hain.

Ab koi poochhe—
“Tumhe zindagi se kya chahiye?”

Toh dil ke paas
lambi list nahi hai…

Bas ek shaam chahiye
jahan koi bina matlab mere paas baithe…

Ek aisi baat chahiye
jisme koi jhoot na ho…

Ek aisa rishta chahiye
jisme mujhe har roz
apni jagah sabit na karni pade…

Aur ek aisa dil chahiye
jo meri khamoshi mein bhi
mera haal samajh le.

Magar shayad
ye sab duniya se maangna hi meri galti thi…

Isliye ab jo kuch hai,
Allah ke hawale kar diya hai. 🤲🏻

Ya Rab…

Maine logon se sukoon maanga,
mujhe intezaar mila…

Maine rishton mein apnapan dhoonda,
mujhe faasle mile…

Maine apni khwahishon ko
bahut samjhaya,
magar dil phir bhi
kahin na kahin rota raha…

Ab mujhe duniya se
kuch saabit nahi karna.

Tu mere dil ka haal jaanta hai…
Tu meri khamoshi ka matlab jaanta hai…
Tu woh aansu bhi jaanta hai
jo aankhon se nikle bina
andar hi andar beh gaye.

Agar jo main chahta hoon
mere haq mein behtar nahi,
toh Ya Allah,
mere dil se uski talab mita de…

Aur agar meri koi dua
abhi bhi mere naseeb ke darwaze par khadi hai,
toh uske liye woh waqt chun
jab mera dil us nemat ko sambhaal sake.

Mujhe har khushi nahi chahiye,
bas woh khushi de
jiske baad mujhe
raat ko apne Rab se
ye na kehna pade—

“Ya Allah,
aaj bhi dil bahut udaas hai…”

Aur agar meri zindagi mein
kuch kamiyaan rehni hi hain,
toh un kamiyaan ke saath
apna sukoon ata kar dena.

Kyunki ab samajh aaya hai—

Insaan ki sabse badi daulat
woh nahi jo uske paas hoti hai…
balki woh sukoon hai
jo sab kuch na hone ke bawajood
uske dil mein zinda rehta hai.

Aur main…

Ab bhi usi sukoon ki talaash mein hoon.

Shayad duniya ke kisi kone mein nahi…
shayad Allah ke kisi faisle mein
mera intezaar kar raha hai. 🤲🏻🌙

“Samajhdar hone ki sabse badi keemat ye hai
ke insaan dheere-dheere
apni hi bahut si khwahishon ko
khamoshi se dafan kar deta hai…
phir ek din Allah ke saamne baithkar kehta hai—
‘Ya Rab, jo mere liye likha hai, wahi de…
bas is dil ko us par raazi kar de.’” 🤲🏻🌙❤️‍🩹

-Zulfikar Inamdar

🖤 “Samajhdari Ki Keemat”

Arz kiya hai…

Umar ke saath
sirf chehra nahi badalta,
insaan ke andar bhi
bahut kuch mar jaata hai…

Kabhi chhoti si khushi par
dil khil uthta tha,
aaj badi se badi khushi bhi
dil ke darwaze tak aakar
laut jaati hai.

Kabhi har khwahish ko
poora karne ki zid hoti thi,
aaj khwahish paida hone se pehle hi
dil use samjha deta hai—
“Rehne do…
har cheez humare naseeb mein nahi hoti.”

Humne bhi ajeeb tareeke se
zindagi jeena seekha hai…

Jahan dil ko bolna tha,
wahan khamosh rahe,
jahan aansu bahane the,
wahan muskura diye,
aur jahan kehna tha
“Mujhe tumhari zaroorat hai…”
wahan keh diya—
“Main theek hoon.”

Log samajhte rahe
ke hum bahut mazboot hain…

Unhe kya pata,
mazboot hone ke peeche
kitni baar humne
khud ko tootne se roka hai.

Ab kisi se shikayat nahi hoti,
kisi ke badalne ka gham nahi hota,
kisi ke chale jaane par
darwaze tak jaakar rokta bhi nahi…

Bas dil ke kisi kone mein
ek khaali si jagah reh gayi hai,
jahan kabhi bahut saare
khwab raha karte the.

Pehle socha tha
zindagi mein bahut kuch karenge,
bahut door jaayenge,
bahut saare khwab poore karenge…

Phir waqt ne samjhaya—
har khwab ko manzil nahi milti,
kuch khwab sirf isliye aate hain
taaki insaan unke tootne ke baad
khud ko pehchaan sake.

Ab agar koi poochta hai—
“Kya chahiye tumhe?”

Toh kuch pal
jawab hi nahi milta…

Kyunki ab dil ko
duniya se kuch khaas maangna nahi aata.

Bas ek aisi raat chahiye
jisme aankhon ko
kisi purani yaad ka bojh na ho…

Ek aisi subah chahiye
jisme uthte hi
dil par koi sawaal na ho…

Aur ek aisa insaan chahiye
jiske saamne
“Main theek hoon”
kehne ki zaroorat na pade.

Kabhi kabhi lagta hai
humne samajhdar hote-hote
apne andar ke us bachche ko hi kho diya
jo bina wajah khush ho leta tha…

Ab har khushi se pehle
hazaar sawaal aate hain,
har rishte se pehle
dar lagta hai,
aur har umeed se pehle
dil keh deta hai—

“Zyada umeed mat rakhna…
phir dard bhi zyada hoga.”

Lekin phir…

Raat ke aakhri pehar mein
jab sab so jaate hain,
main apne Rab ke saamne
apna sar rakh deta hoon…

Aur jo baat duniya se
kehne ki himmat nahi hoti,
woh Allah se keh deta hoon—

“Ya Allah…
maine apni zindagi ko
bahut samajhne ki koshish ki,
magar ab thak gaya hoon…
ab Tu hi meri zindagi
mere liye samajh le.” 🤲🏻

Meri jo khwahishein
maine khud dafan kar di hain,
agar unmein mere liye
koi behtari baaki hai
toh Tu unhe dobara zinda kar dena…

Aur agar nahi,
toh mere dil ko itna sukoon de dena
ke mujhe unke na milne ka
afsos bhi na rahe.

Kyunki ab mujhe
har cheez paana nahi hai…

Ab bas itna chahta hoon
ke jo bhi mile,
Allah ki taraf se mile…
aur jo na mile,
uske peeche mera dil
umr bhar na bhaage. 🤲🏻❤️‍🩹

“Kuch rishte lafzon se nahi bante…
kuch sirf nazron aur khamosh ishaaron mein janam lete hain,
aur phir saari zindagi dil mein zinda rehte hain.” ❤️🌹

-Zulfikar Inamdar

Woh Bachpan Aur Teri Yaad…

Arz kiya hai…

Ghar mein akela hoon…
Toh bachpan ka woh bachpana yaad aa raha hai,
Woh chhoti-chhoti harkatein,
Woh be-fikr si hansi,
Woh bina wajah kisi baat par muskura dena…
Aaj na jaane kyun sab kuch phir yaad aa raha hai.

Saath the hum, ek hi class mein,
Ek hi classroom ki hawa mein saans lete the,
Ek hi waqt mein school aate the,
Ek hi ghanti par ghar jaate the…

Magar ajeeb si baat thi,
Kabhi maine zindagi mein tujhse baat nahi ki,
Na kabhi tera naam lekar tujhe bulaya,
Na kabhi apne dil ki baat lafzon mein kahi…

Phir bhi na jaane kaise
Tu mere ishaare samajh jaati thi,
Meri nazron mein chhupi baat
Shayad meri zubaan se pehle padh jaati thi.

Lafzon ka koi rishta nahi tha humare darmiyaan,
Magar khamoshiyon ka ek ajeeb sa silsila tha,
Main kuch keh nahi paata tha,
Aur tu shayad sab samajh jaati thi…

Woh bachpan tha…
Mohabbat ka matlab bhi nahi jaante the hum,
Bas kisi ek chehre ko dekh kar
Dil khush ho jaata tha.

Phir waqt guzarta gaya…
School chhoot gaya,
Raaste badal gaye,
Log bichhad gaye,
Aur hum dono bhi
Apni-apni duniya mein kahin kho gaye…

Tab se lekar aaj tak
Kabhi hum mile nahi,
Kabhi saamne baith kar baat nahi hui,
Magar dil ne na jaane kyun
Tera woh purana ehsaas kabhi khatam nahi hone diya.

Aaj ghar mein tanha baitha hoon,
Toh woh classroom aankhon ke saamne aa raha hai,
Woh purani bench,
Woh kitaabein,
Woh bachpan ki masoomiyat…
Aur un sab ke beech
tera chehra baar-baar nazar aa raha hai.

Maine ek baar koshish bhi ki thi
Facebook par tera friend ban jaaun,
Socha tha shayad guzre hue saalon ke baad
Kismat koi chhota sa darwaza khol de…

Ek message bheja tha…
Magar aaj tak woh message
Tere Facebook ke kone mein
Na jaane kis khamoshi mein pada hai.

Kabhi dil karta hai
Us message ko dekh kar sochun—
Kya tune kabhi use padha hoga?
Kya ek pal ke liye
Tujhe bhi woh bachpan yaad aaya hoga?

Pata nahi tere dil mein
Mere liye kuch hai bhi ya nahi,
Pata nahi meri yaad
Kabhi tere khayalon ke raaste se guzarti bhi hai ya nahi…

Magar mera dil…
Aaj bhi tujhe milne ke liye tarasta hai.

Main nahi jaanta
Kabhi mera aur tera aamna-saamna hoga ya nahi,
Zindagi kabhi humein
Ek hi raaste par laayegi ya nahi…

Phir bhi dil ki ek chhoti si tamanna hai—
Kabhi achanak tu saamne aa jaaye,
Main tujhe pehchaan loon,
Aur tu bhi meri aankhon mein
Woh bachpan pehchaan le…

Main kuch nahi kahunga…
Bas door se teri ek muskaan dekh lunga,
Aur shayad dil ko itna hi keh dunga—
“Dekha… tu ab bhi wahi hai.”

Jab bhi akela hota hoon,
Ya kisi takleef se guzar raha hota hoon,
Pata nahi kyun
Dil sabse pehle tujhe hi awaaz deta hai…

Jaise mere andar koi bachcha
Aaj bhi wahi khada hai,
Jo tujhe kuch kehna chahta tha,
Magar kabhi keh nahi paaya…

Mujhe nahi maloom
Mere dil ki woh awaaz
Kabhi tere dil tak pahunchti hogi ya nahi,
Meri khamosh mohabbat ki koi aahat
Kabhi tujhe mehsoos hoti hogi ya nahi…

Tu mujhe chahe ya na chahe,
Mujhe yaad kare ya na kare,
Mere baare mein soche ya na soche…

Mera dil aaj bhi
Tujhe usi masoomiyat se yaad karta hai,
Jis masoomiyat se bachpan mein
Tujhe dekha karta tha.

Shayad yeh mohabbat nahi…
Shayad sirf ek adhoori si kahani hai,
Jiska koi aaghaz yaad nahi,
Aur koi anjaam bhi nahi…

Bas ek chehra hai,
Ek classroom hai,
Kuch khamosh ishaare hain,
Aur ek dil hai
Jo itne saalon baad bhi
Usi jagah khada hai…

Kabhi-kabhi sochta hoon—
Agar waqt ek pal ke liye laut aaye,
Toh main us bachpan se
Kuch nahi maangunga…

Na koi mulaqat,
Na koi izhaar,
Na koi wada…

Bas ek baar
Wahi classroom ho,
Wahi bachpan ho,
Wahi tum ho…

Aur main door se tumhe dekh kar
Phir se muskura doon…

Phir shayad meri rooh
Khud se kahe—

“Kuch log zindagi mein kabhi hamare nahi hote,
phir bhi pata nahi kyun…
woh dil se kabhi jaate nahi.”

Aaj bhi ghar mein akela hoon…
Khamoshi mere aas-paas hai,
Aur yaadein mere saath…

Sab kuch badal gaya hai,
Bas ek cheez nahi badli—

Kabhi baat na hone ke bawajood,
aaj bhi…
mujhe teri bepanah yaad aa rahi hai. ❤️🌹

Summary:

Ghar me akela hu…
Mera bachpan ka bachpana ki wo harkate yaad aa rahi hai…
Saath the hum ek hi class me
Aaj woh bepanah yaad aa rahi hai…

Kabhi maine zindagi me usse nahi baat ki
Per wo mere ishaare samajh jaaya karti thi
Tab se lekar aaj tak kabhi nahi mile
Aaj uski dhakan yaad aa rahi hai

Maine koshish ki thi facebook me uska friend ho jaaun
Aaj tak uske Facebook ke kone wo message yuhi padha hai

Pata nahi uske dil me mere liye kya hai
Aaj bhi mera dil usse milne ke liye taras raha hai

Mai nahi jaanta, mere aur uska kabhi aamna saamna hoga
Phir bhi mera dil uske chahre ki ek muskaan dekhne ko taras raha hai…

Jab bhi akela hota hu, ya koyi takleef se guzar raha hota hu
Dil sabse pehle ussey awaaz dekar ro raha hota hai…

Mujhe nahi maloom mera dil jo ussay awaaz de raha hota hai, ke uske dil tak meri baat pohochti hogi ya nahi
Wo mujhe pyaar kare ya na kare, mera dil aaj bhi ussay pyaar kar raha hota hai….

“Har meethi zubaan mohabbat nahi hoti, aur har khamosh shakhs be-hiss nahi hota… kuch log bolkar dil jeette hain, aur kuch khamosh rehkar umr bhar saath nibha jaate hain.”

-Zulfikar Inamdar

Chehron Ke Peechhe Chhupe Log:

Arz kiya hai ke…

Lehje insaano ke raseele hain,
magar log andar se zehreelay hain,
Honthon par mohabbat ke charche hain,
aur dil mein na jaane kitne mele hain.

Yahan baatein badi pyaari hoti hain,
magar niyat aksar parayi hoti hai,
Jo saamne khade hokar apne lagte hain,
unhi ke peeche sabse gehri ruswayi hoti hai.

Har shakhs yahan muskurata hai,
har muskurahat mein sachchai nahi hoti,
Kuch chehre phoolon jaise lagte hain,
magar unki baaton mein khushboo nahi hoti.

Kuch log gale milte hain sirf isliye,
ke kal tumse koi kaam nikalwana ho,
Kuch haath dua ke liye uthte hain,
magar dil mein tumhe giraana ho.

Yahan dosti bhi hisaab se hoti hai,
aur rishton mein bhi matlab chhupa hota hai,
Jab tak tum kisi ke kaam ke ho,
tab tak har shakhs tumhara apna hota hai.

Phir waqt zara sa badal jaaye,
toh lehje badalne lagte hain,
Jo kal tak tumhare bina adhoore the,
aaj tumhare naam se bhi bachne lagte hain.

Humne toh rishton ko ibaadat samjha,
unhone rishton ko tijaarat samajh liya,
Humne dil khol kar apnaya jinhe,
unhone humein apni zaroorat samajh liya.

Humne apne zakhm chhupa kar rakhe,
ke kahin apne hi mazaak na bana dein,
Magar jinhe apna samajh kar sab kuch keh diya,
unhone wahi raaz mehfil mein suna diye.

Kitni ajeeb baat hai insaan ki fitrat,
khud sach sunna usse gawara nahi,
Aur doosron ki zindagi ka faisla karne mein,
use zara bhi hichkichahat nahi.

Kisi ki khamoshi ko kamzori samajhte hain,
kisi ke sabr ko majboori samajhte hain,
Kisi ke seedhepan ka faayda uthakar,
phir usi ko duniya-daari samjhate hain.

Hum bhi kabhi har chehre par yakeen karte the,
har muskurahat ko mohabbat samajhte the,
Phir waqt ne itna kuch dikha diya,
ke ab khamoshi ko bhi jawaab samajhte hain.

Ab koi bahut apna banne ki koshish kare,
toh dil pehle thoda thehar jaata hai,
Kyuki zindagi ne sikha diya hai—
har apnapan sachcha nahi hota,
aur har doori bewafai nahi hoti.

Kuch log door rehkar bhi apne hote hain,
aur kuch paas hokar bhi paraye,
Kuch naam dil mein umr bhar rehte hain,
aur kuch chehre yaad bhi na aaye.

Humne dekha hai waqt ke saath,
kaise apne bhi rang badalte hain,
Kal jo tumhare dard par rote the,
aaj tumhare dard par muskuraate hain.

Duniya ko tumhari sachchai se zyada,
tumhari haisiyat se matlab hota hai,
Jab jeb bhari ho toh har shakhs apna,
aur jab haath khaali ho toh salaam bhi kam hota hai.

Magar humne bhi ek baat seekh li,
har kisi ko dil mein jagah dena zaroori nahi,
Har kisi ke liye khud ko mita dena,
mohabbat nahi—khud se na-insaafi hai.

Ab jo dil mein aaye, keh nahi dete,
jo dard mile, har kisi se seh nahi dete,
Har chehre ko apna kehne se pehle,
ab hum uski aankhon ko padh lete hain.

Kyuki aankhein aksar sach keh deti hain,
jo zubaan chhupa leti hai,
Aur waqt aksar woh chehra dikha deta hai,
jo insaan duniya se chhupa leta hai.

Aakhir kitne chehre lekar jeeyega insaan?
Ek duniya ke liye, ek apno ke liye,
Ek doston ke saamne, ek dushmano ke liye,
aur ek woh… jo woh khud se bhi chhupata hai.

Kabhi khud se poochna,
ke jo shakhs tumhe sabse zyada samajhta tha,
kya tumne kabhi uski khamoshi samjhi?
Jo tumhare liye har baar khada raha,
kya tum kabhi uske girne par sambhalne gaye?

Hum aksar logon se wafaa maangte hain,
magar wafaa dena bhool jaate hain,
Apne liye sachche log dhoondte hain,
magar khud sachcha banna bhool jaate hain.

Shayad isi liye duniya mein,
chehre toh bahut hain… insaan kam hain,
Baat karne wale bahut hain…
magar dil samajhne wale bahut kam hain.

Aur jo sach mein apne hote hain na,
woh har waqt apna hone ka daawa nahi karte,
Woh tumhari khushi mein shor nahi machate,
bas tumhare gham mein khamoshi se baith jaate hain.

Na sawaal karte hain, na hisaab maangte hain,
na tumhari majboori ka tamasha banate hain,
Bas itna kehte hain—
“Tu fikr na kar… main hoon.”

Aise log duniya mein kam sahi,
magar jab mil jaayein toh sambhal kar rakhna,
Kyuki har roz nahi milte woh log,
jo tumhari khamoshi bhi padh sakein.

Baaki toh…

Lehje insaano ke raseele hain,
magar log andar se zehreelay hain,
Kuch phool bankar zakhm dete hain,
aur kuch kaante bankar bhi bade qeemti hain.

Isliye ab hum chehron par nahi jaate,
na meethi baaton par dil lutaate hain,
Humne waqt ke haathon se seekha hai—
jo sach mein apna hota hai,
woh saboot nahi deta…
waqt aane par khud saamne khada hota hai.

Aur jo waqt ke saath badal jaaye,
use badalne ka gham kaisa…
Jo tumhara tha hi nahi kabhi,
uske chale jaane ka maatam kaisa…

Ab dil ne bhi keh diya hai—
har shakhs ko apna samajhna chhod de,
har meethi zubaan par yakeen karna chhod de,
jo rehna chahe use izzat se rehne de,
jo jaana chahe…
use dua dekar jaane de.

Kyuki zindagi bahut chhoti hai,
har zehreelay insaan ko samajhne mein guzaarne ke liye…

Kuch waqt khud ke liye bhi rakh,
kuch sukoon apne liye bhi rakh,
Aur jo log tumhari sachchai ko samajh na sakein—
unke liye apni rooh ko
baar-baar safai dena chhod de. 🌹

“Har mohabbat ka anjaam milna nahi hota…
kuch mohabbatein bas dil mein jagah banati hain,
phir insaan umr bhar us jagah ko
kisi aur ke naam nahi kar paata.” ❤️‍🩹

-Zulfikar Inamdar

🖤 “Woh Mera Nahi… Phir Bhi Mera Sa Hai”

Arz kiya hai…

Woh mera nahi hai,
ye baat main khud se
na jaane kitni baar keh chuka hoon…
Magar dil hai ke maanta hi nahi,
use apna kehne ki zid nahi karta,
bas usse juda hone se darta hai.

Uske saath mera koi rishta nahi,
phir bhi uski khamoshi
mujhse sawaal karti hai…
Woh paas nahi hota,
phir bhi uski kami
har jagah mehsoos hoti hai.

Ajeeb sa rishta hai humara…
Na woh mera hai,
na main uska hoon,
phir bhi pata nahi kyun
uski ek muskurahat
meri poori duniya theek kar deti hai.

Kabhi woh apnepan se baat karta hai,
kabhi anjaan sa guzar jaata hai…
Kabhi lagta hai
shayad dil mein mere liye kuch hai,
aur kabhi uska rawaiya
saari umeedein tod jaata hai.

Magar main bhi ajeeb hoon…
Har baar toot kar
usi ke liye dua karta hoon.

Usne mujhe jo dard diya,
maine uska hisaab nahi rakha…
Bas uski khushi ka hisaab
aaj bhi dil mein rakhta hoon.

Kuch log zindagi mein
haasil karne ke liye nahi aate…
Woh bas itna kar jaate hain
ke unke baad
dil kisi aur ko
usi nazar se dekh hi nahi paata.

Maine bhi kabhi
uske saamne apni mohabbat ka
koi daawa nahi kiya…
Kyunki mujhe darr tha,
kahin meri mohabbat ka izhaar
uski azaadi na chheen le.

Isliye use chaha bhi,
aur usse kuch maanga bhi nahi.

Bas door se dekha,
khush hua,
kabhi roya,
kabhi khud ko samjhaya…
Aur har baar dil se yahi nikla—

“Ya Allah,
agar ye shakhs meri qismat mein nahi,
toh koi shikwa nahi…
bas iski qismat mein
kabhi meri wajah se gham na likhna.” 🤲🏻

Kabhi-kabhi sochta hoon,
agar woh ek din
mere saamne aakar pooch le—

“Tumne itna sab seh kar bhi
mujhse mohabbat kyun nahi chhodi?”

Toh shayad main hans doon…
Aur kahun—

“Mohabbat chhodne ka faisla
maine kabhi kiya hi nahi tha…
kyunki tumhe chahna
meri aadat nahi,
meri fitrat ban chuki thi.”

Haan,
kabhi usse gussa bhi aata hai…
Kabhi dil karta hai
sab kuch keh doon—
har shikayat,
har aansu,
har woh raat
jo uski yaad mein guzri…

Lekin phir uska chehra yaad aata hai,
aur meri saari narazgi
khamosh ho jaati hai.

Kyunki jisse dil sach mein chahta hai,
uske khilaaf alfaaz bhi
dil ko bojh lagne lagte hain.

Aaj bhi agar woh
mujhe bula le,
toh main apni saari shikayatein
peeche chhod kar chala jaaunga…

Agar woh kahe
“thodi der baithoge?”
toh shayad meri aankhein
saalon ka intezaar
usi ek pal mein bhool jaayengi.

Aur agar woh kahe—
“Mujhe tumhari zaroorat hai…”

Toh main usse ye nahi poochunga
ke “Jab mujhe tumhari zaroorat thi,
tab tum kahan the?”

Main bas itna kahunga—

“Main yahin tha…
shayad tumhe der se meri yaad aayi,
magar mujhe tumhari yaad
kabhi gayi hi nahi.” ❤️‍🩹

Aur agar aakhir mein
hamari kahani ka milna likha hi nahi,
toh bhi main Allah se
apni mohabbat ka sila nahi maangunga…

Bas dua karunga—

“Ya Rab,
jo mere dil ke itne qareeb raha,
use apni rehmat ke
utna hi qareeb rakhna…
Chahe meri zindagi mein na ho,
magar teri hifazat mein hamesha rahe.” 🤲🏻🌙

Shayad isi ka naam mohabbat hai…

Kisi ko paane ki khwahish se zyada,
uske khush rehne ki dua karna.

Aur shayad isi liye
woh mera nahi hai…

Lekin meri har dua mein
aaj bhi uska zikr hota hai. ❤️‍🩹🌹

“Sacchi mohabbat ka sabse gehra imtihaan ye nahi
ke saamne wala humein kitna chahta hai…
balki ye hai ke uske badal jaane ke baad bhi
hamare dil mein uske liye
baddua ki jagah dua baaki rahe.”
Aur shayad isi liye…
kuch log humare naseeb mein nahi hote,
magar Allah unki mohabbat ko
hamari rooh mein itni gehraai se utaar deta hai
ke umr guzar jaati hai,
magar woh ehsaas nahi guzarta. 🤲🏻❤️‍🩹🌹

-Zulfikar Inamdar

❤️‍🩹 “Uske Liye Mohabbat Aaj Bhi Wahi Hai…”

Arz kiya hai…

Koi mujhse poochhe kabhi,
“Woh tumhe kitni pasand hai?”
Toh main shayad uski khoobsurti ka zikr na karun,
na uski aadaton ki tareef karun,
na ye bataun ke uske saath guzara hua
har lamha mere liye kitna khaas hai…

Main bas itna kahunga—

“Tum usse meri aankhon se nahi,
mere dil se dekhoge,
tab samjhoge
ke woh mere liye kya hai…”

Woh chahe mujhe
baar-baar takleef de,
meri baaton ko samjhe bina
mujhse naraz ho jaaye,
kabhi meri khamoshi ko
meri galti samajh le,
kabhi meri mohabbat ko
meri kamzori samajh le…

Phir bhi…

Agar kisi din
woh sabse door khadi hokar
sirf ek baar mera naam pukaar de,
toh main shayad
uski saari shikayatein bhool jaaunga…

Kyunki kuch awaazein
sirf kaanon tak nahi pahunchti…
seedha us jagah jaati hain
jahan insaan ne kisi ko
saalon se sambhaal kar rakha hota hai.

Aur woh…
usi jagah rehti hai.

Na jaane kitne saal beet gaye,
kitne chehre aaye aur chale gaye,
kitne rishte bane aur bikhar gaye,
zindagi ne na jaane kitne rang badle…

Lekin uske liye meri nazar
aaj bhi nahi badli.

Wahi masoomiyat,
wahi fikr,
wahi bechaini,
wahi chupke se uski khushi ki dua karna…

Bas farq itna hai
ke bachpan mein
mohabbat ka matlab nahi jaanta tha,
aur aaj samajh aaya hai
ke shayad us waqt se hi
dil ne use apna maan liya tha.

Maine kabhi usse ye nahi kaha
ke tum mere liye kya ho…
shayad keh bhi nahi paaya.

Kuch mohabbatein
lafzon ki mohtaaj nahi hoti…

Woh bas aankhon mein reh jaati hain,
duaon mein utar jaati hain,
aur phir insaan ki aadat nahi,
uski fitrat ban jaati hain.

Kabhi-kabhi usse lekar
dil mein bahut shikayat hoti hai…

Sochta hoon—
“Itna dard kyun diya?”
“Har baar mujhe hi kyun samajhna pada?”
“Har baar maine hi kyun maaf kiya?”

Phir dil khud hi jawab deta hai—

“Kyunki tu usse sirf pasand nahi karta…
tu usse dil se chahta hai.”

Aur dil ki baat ajeeb hoti hai…

Jis shakhs se hum sabse zyada
umeed rakhte hain,
aksar wahi humein
sabse zyada rula deta hai.

Lekin phir bhi
jab uski aankhon mein
zara si udaasi nazar aaye,
toh apna saara dard bhool kar
dil sabse pehle uske liye dua karta hai.

Ye kaisi mohabbat hai…
ke apne aansu ka hisaab nahi,
uski aankhon ki nami ka fikr rehta hai.

Aaj agar woh mujhse kahe—
“Tumhe mujhse itni mohabbat kyun hai?”

Toh main shayad
kuch der khamosh rahunga…

Phir muskura kar kahunga—

“Mujhe nahi pata…”

Bas itna jaanta hoon
ke jab duniya ne mujhe
samajhne ki koshish chhod di,
tab bhi dil ne tera intezaar nahi chhoda.

Jab tere paas
mere liye waqt nahi tha,
tab bhi mere paas
tere liye dua thi.

Jab tune meri baaton ko
samajhna zaroori nahi samjha,
tab bhi maine
teri khamoshi ko samajhne ki koshish ki.

Aur jab kabhi
tune mujhe dard diya,
maine tujhe baddua dene ke bajaye
Allah se bas itna kaha—
“Ya Rab… ise hamesha khush rakhna.” 🤲🏻

Shayad isi ko mohabbat kehte hain…

Jahan insaan badla nahi leta,
bas khamosh ho jaata hai.

Jahan doori ke baad bhi
dil kisi ko paraya nahi maanta.

Jahan saalon ki narazgi
ek awaaz ke saamne haar jaati hai.

Aur jahan insaan ye bhi jaanta hai
ke shayad woh kabhi uska nahi hoga…

phir bhi dil uske liye
wahi jagah sambhaal kar rakhta hai.

Mujhe nahi maloom
meri zindagi ke aakhri safhe par
uska naam hoga ya nahi…

Lekin itna zaroor jaanta hoon—

Meri kahani ka
sabse khoobsurat hissa
woh zaroor rahegi.

Chahe woh mere saath chale
ya meri yaadon mein…

Chahe meri zindagi mein rahe
ya meri duaon mein…

Mohabbat uske liye
kam nahi hogi.

Kyunki kuch log
zindagi mein milkar
sirf zindagi ka hissa nahi bante…

woh zindagi ka woh ehsaas ban jaate hain
jise insaan chah kar bhi
apne andar se mita nahi paata.

Aur agar kabhi
bahut saalon baad
woh mujhe yaad kare…

Toh main chahta hoon
use meri koi shikayat yaad na aaye…

Bas itna yaad aaye—

“Ek shakhs tha,
jo mujhe samajh nahi paaya…
magar jisne mujhe
kabhi dil se bura nahi maana.” ❤️‍🩹

“Umeed Abhi Baaki Hai”
“Kabhi kabhi insaan zindagi se nahi,
apni hi khamoshiyon se haarne lagta hai…
Aankhon mein aansu hote hain,
dil mein hazaar sawaal hote hain,
aur labon par bas ek hi dua—
‘Ya Allah… ab Tu hi sambhaal le.’
Magar yaad rakhna…
jis dil ko duniya tod kar chali jaati hai,
Allah usi dil ko apni rehmat se
dobara jodna jaanta hai.
Isliye agar aaj zindagi bahut bhaari lag rahi hai,
toh faisla aaj mat karna…
shayad kal Allah tumhe woh wajah de de
jiske liye tum aaj tak zinda ho.” 🤲🏻🌙❤️‍🩹

-Zulfikar Inamdar🌹

🖤 “Mujhe Khud Nahi Pata…”

Arz kiya hai ke…

Kabhi kabhi sochta hoon,
main zindagi se chahta kya hoon…
Sukoon?
Mohabbat?
Kisi apne ka saath?
Ya bas itna…
ke koi ek baar mere paas baith kar kahe—
“Thak gaye ho na…
ab thodi der ro lo,
main hoon tumhare saath.”

Magar ajeeb hai ye zindagi bhi…
Jinhe apna samjha,
unke paas waqt nahi tha,
aur jinke paas waqt tha,
unke paas dil nahi tha…

Isliye ab raaton se baatein karta hoon,
khamoshiyon ko apna haal sunata hoon,
aur takiye par sar rakh kar
khud se ek hi sawaal karta hoon—

“Aakhir mujhe chahiye kya?”

Na duniya ki daulat chahiye,
na kisi se jeetne ki khwahish hai…
Bas dil chahta hai
ke zindagi ek din
bina kisi darr ke guzre,
aur raat aankhon mein
bina kisi aansu ke utare…

Kabhi kabhi sajde mein jaakar
lafz bhi saath chhod dete hain…
Honth khamosh rehte hain,
magar aankhein
Allah se sab keh deti hain…

Phir dil ke kisi kone se
ek awaaz aati hai—

“Tu apna haal duniya ko na bata,
tera Rab tere aansuon ka bhi
hisaab rakhta hai…”

Tab main toot kar bhi
thoda sambhal jaata hoon…

Kyunki mujhe yakeen hai,
jo dard insaan samajh nahi saka,
Allah us dard ko mujhse zyada jaanta hai.

Jo aansu maine
logon se chhupa kar bahaaye,
Allah ne unhe bhi dekha hai…

Jo dua mere labon tak
kabhi pahunch hi nahi paayi,
Allah ne us khamoshi ko bhi suna hai.

Bas isi umeed par
ab tak chal raha hoon…

Warna sach kahun,
toh kai dafa dil ne kaha—
“Bas… ab aur nahi.”

Lekin phir yaad aaya—
shayad meri kahani ka
sabse khoobsurat safha
abhi likha hi nahi gaya…

Shayad ye aansu
aakhri nahi hain,
shayad Allah inke baad
woh muskurahat dene wala hai
jiska main muddat se intezaar kar raha hoon…

Isliye aaj bhi
main apni saari thakan lekar
Uske saamne khada ho jaata hoon…

Aur kehta hoon—

“Ya Allah…
mujhe nahi pata
main zindagi se kya chahta hoon,
lekin Tu jaanta hai
mere dil ko kya chahiye…

Mujhe woh mat de
jo meri khwahish hai,
mujhe woh de
jo mere liye behtar hai…

Aur agar meri aankhon mein
aaj aansu hain,
toh kal meri zindagi mein
aisi wajah rakh dena
ke main sajde mein jaakar
sirf itna keh sakun—**

‘Ya Rab…
ab samajh aaya,
Tune mujhe itna intezaar
kyun karwaya tha…’” 🤲🏻❤️‍🩹

🌙 Aakhri Alfaaz

Kabhi kabhi Allah humein woh nahi deta
jiske liye hum ro-ro kar dua karte hain…
kyunki woh jaanta hai,
hamari aankhon se behne wale aansuon se bhi zyada
hamare dil ke liye kya behtar hai.

Bas umeed mat chhodna…
ho sakta hai jis raat tum sabse zyada toot rahe ho,
usi raat Allah tumhari zindagi ka
sabse khoobsurat faisla likh raha ho. 🤲🏻🌙

🌹“Mohabbat ka sabse gehra dard judaai nahi hota…
dard toh tab hota hai, jab insaan paas rehkar bhi
kisi ki zindagi se hamesha ke liye door ho jaata hai.”

-Zulfikar Inamdar

🖤 “Aakhri Safhe Tak”

Arz kiya hai…

Kabhi raat ke sannate mein
jab duniya so jaati hai,
aur aankhon se neend nahi,
purani yaadein utarti hain…
tab main khud se tera zikr karta hoon,
aur phir khud hi khamosh ho jaata hoon…

Pata nahi tujhe kabhi meri kami mehsoos hoti hai ya nahi,
magar meri har khushi ke peeche
aaj bhi tera ek gham chhupa hota hai…
Main hans deta hoon duniya ke saamne,
magar andar kahin ek shakhs
roz thoda-thoda rota hai…

Maine bahut koshish ki
ke tujhe dil se nikaal doon,
teri yaadon ke darwaze band kar doon,
magar ajeeb hai na mohabbat bhi—
jise bhulana chaho,
wahi sabse zyada yaad aata hai.

Kabhi sochta hoon,
agar waqt dobara mil jaaye
toh tujhe rok loon…
tera haath pakad kar bas itna pooch loon—
“Kya main waqai itna bura tha
ke tumhe meri mohabbat se bhi jaana pada?”

Shayad mere paas
tujhe dene ke liye duniya bhar ki daulat nahi thi,
magar jo dil tha…
woh poora ka poora tera tha.
Afsoos…
tumne us dil ki keemat nahi poochi,
sirf uski kamiyaan gin li.

Ab na koi shikwa hai,
na koi sawaal baaki hai,
bas ek ajeeb si khamoshi hai
jo har roz mere saath chalti hai…
Log samajhte hain main tujhe bhool gaya,
kaash unhe pata hota—
kuch log bhoolaye nahi jaate,
bas unka zikr karna chhod diya jaata hai.

Aur agar kabhi
meri zindagi ki kitaab tumhare haath lag jaaye,
toh uske aakhri safhe ko zaroor padhna…
Wahan na koi shikayat milegi,
na koi ilzaam…

Bas ek adhoori si dua hogi—

“Ya Rab…
jis shakhs ko meri qismat mein nahi likha,
uski qismat mein kabhi meri wajah se gham na likhna…”

Phir shayad
meri kahani bhi khatam ho jaaye…
Lekin agar koi mujhse pooche
“Mohabbat mein haara kaun?”

Toh mera naam mat lena…

Bas itna keh dena—

“Ek shakhs tha…
jisne mohabbat ko ibadat samajh kar nibhaya,
aur badle mein sirf itna paaya—
ke jise apni poori duniya samjha,
uski duniya mein
woh kabhi tha hi nahi…”

Aur haan…
agar kabhi meri yaad aaye,
toh lautna zaroor…

Main shayad wahi milunga,
jahan tumne mujhe aakhri baar chhoda tha…
bas farq itna hoga—
pehle main tumhara intezaar karta tha,
aur us din…
main tumhari yaad ka bhi
intezaar nahi kar raha honga. 🖤🥀